The quote says
"i was like a god to her in the past.she worships me.but look at it now?i have no idea how it become like this.i thought it would be the next step,but instead its going down"
So wat if someone treats u like u are up there but in the end throws u out of her life just instantly.chasing away with nothing to bring along.well , fair enough u get to see the kids anytime,but wats the use of being chased out like a dog. It use to be GOD, now its DOG. a pity... really a big pity.
u put in as much as u can not asking anything much for return.u have a strong bonding with the kids and yet u are treated in that way.
So wat is being fair? to just keep quiet and go? move on? to fight for ur rights?
well dats the thing that is lingering in Dindo's mind. A PR with no other immediate family here.practically, if u go, u are left with nothing. FIGHT FOR RIGHTS, dats wat i think u should do.U have ur fair share of building up the family.So if u are chased out, i think u should fight for it.
The thoughts of going home haunts u. The hate stares brings u down. The pressure it gives u might just snap u. Chill...get an advisor. that i think would be the best solution.
Talking to him for the first time felt like we've known each other for a long time. He shared his life story. Listening and giving opinions is nothing compared to wat he has to carry on his shoulders. To actually having a thought that his kid would slowly lost the love of a father. That story did get the better of me. Felt for him.A bro sympathy.
sigh.. well dats the thing that money can do. Money makes the world go round. U can buy anything u wish.
BUT REMEMBER ONE THING...U CAN NEVER BUY FEELINGS.
A tribute to Kuya Dindo.
Imran
p.s. it could be a blessing in disguise.Fill up the music in ur heart and move on.U deserve better.
As a silent man, i move towards the metropolis hopin to catch up with the peruvian skies. Wondering the change of seasons as it may come and drawing a line in the sand to distinguish wat is Evil and wat is Evil. emm that sounds the same hahahha okok TOK ROT SESSION PPL!!!
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Thursday, November 24, 2005
whooishhh Brrr
U guys notice that the weather is slowly warming up slightly?
on the first day the wind blowing were like emm super cold, then slowly the next the sun begin to appear, then the next day u could see the whole sun thingy?
its a progressive change. interesting..
lolzz but the coldness really got to me. Can't even sleep in peace... brrrr... now now when was the last time that this happen? emm i think last january. killer i'm telling ya.brrr well right now the sun is shining and i'm with my sweater. amazing!
Well lets see wats up few days b4.emm haha nothing i guess...its pretty stagnant, for a few things that is. :) other than that... nice nice! wonder when's next.
Wat explains the meaning of stranger?
Someone u never talk to or dun know. i guess dats abt it.
SOO how abt if someone u talk to less than a few sentence, never give eye contact and that other party also have never given acknowledgment. its just that u both know that u both exist? would that be a stranger too?
well i dun get it, at the point of getting married, suddenly this STRANGER start to invite me, talk so nice and all... its crappy.Ask for my address, i gave it to her lah but told her i can't make it down. weird lah this ppl. there u go. hahahha
well ya dats the stranger story
hehe
CHeeriooo Immy doo daa
on the first day the wind blowing were like emm super cold, then slowly the next the sun begin to appear, then the next day u could see the whole sun thingy?
its a progressive change. interesting..
lolzz but the coldness really got to me. Can't even sleep in peace... brrrr... now now when was the last time that this happen? emm i think last january. killer i'm telling ya.brrr well right now the sun is shining and i'm with my sweater. amazing!
Well lets see wats up few days b4.emm haha nothing i guess...its pretty stagnant, for a few things that is. :) other than that... nice nice! wonder when's next.
Wat explains the meaning of stranger?
Someone u never talk to or dun know. i guess dats abt it.
SOO how abt if someone u talk to less than a few sentence, never give eye contact and that other party also have never given acknowledgment. its just that u both know that u both exist? would that be a stranger too?
well i dun get it, at the point of getting married, suddenly this STRANGER start to invite me, talk so nice and all... its crappy.Ask for my address, i gave it to her lah but told her i can't make it down. weird lah this ppl. there u go. hahahha
well ya dats the stranger story
hehe
CHeeriooo Immy doo daa
Monday, November 21, 2005
Its been a GOOD WEEK!!!
Long nights talking, nice short BUT enough sleep, reporting on time for some appointments,feeling good after sound check,filling up the tummy to good nasi goreng and ayam.
dats abt wat happen in 2 days.
The long night talks came in naturally from guitar teaching to some other stuff, which are talkable. nice english right? lolz... okok spare me for this one ya.
Appointments such as reporting for sound check.... had to really stress the rest to be early, well good thing they were. i guess they got my idea. lolz, FINALLY!!! now that took a long time.
Fadil mum did a good job on the nasi goreng...tuck in like nobody business... the chicken wings were awesome!!! oh yes, thanks MAKCIK... ok ok she's not reading this.well at least she might sneeze after i send this out.lolz.
It was tight, it was scary and it was certainly getting on my nerves.
Watch the 9 bands, and well it really get the better of me.scary.... very scary!
The setup on stage was kinda weird in such a way that the monitor amps were too close.told myself to keep to my position. BUT emmm posses?hahah i was running ard the stage. lolz. tongue sticking action, hands flying, legs spreading. had to give all out.All for 1 man...MR FADIL. yes dats him.
And finally result time! nerve cracking. heart pounding.
its scary...nevertheless... when YouthWreck was announce as 2nd place, my jaw just drop. Shidah saw that happen! paiseh... i'm just lost for words. It was 2 gold medals 2 years ago and now, ya its a nice feeling.
Its just surprising.Feeling kinda bad for the other bands, they were damn good!well maybe its just Fadil's night. Kudos to YouthWreck. This one is for u mate FADIL!!!
well, one episode down. An interesting one. A good way to end the week. Thanks to all fans and friends and supporters and to ppl i dun know. lolz.
Thank U
Cheerio Imran
p.s aida!!! can understand now? lolzzzz kidding lah :)
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Life
It ain't just gonna stay there and hope that u pick it up.
You ain't gonna get anywhere unless u put in the effort to pick it up.
Take a look around u. It has always been there but its just waiting for u to pick it up. Make the best of it and dun waste a single second of it.
it could be oxygen? emm hahahahah nice try
well this is one of the boring moments after work, so ya, u get boring entries like this. yes yes it is oxygen. lolzz!!
Too Free Man Immy
You ain't gonna get anywhere unless u put in the effort to pick it up.
Take a look around u. It has always been there but its just waiting for u to pick it up. Make the best of it and dun waste a single second of it.
it could be oxygen? emm hahahahah nice try
well this is one of the boring moments after work, so ya, u get boring entries like this. yes yes it is oxygen. lolzz!!
Too Free Man Immy
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Memoirs of a Mover
It has begun as we touch down toa payoh. Took the lorry and head off for WORK.
movers...ppl do have this perception that movers are guys that can't do anything else with their brains but use their physical strength.
I was working with some movers few years back, and well, they are not just physically strong, their minds are as strong.All the complex thinking that they do, it does make SENSE! kudos to those guys.
Well , was moving instruments today to rasa sentosa. cool place. but wat was cooler is the feeling on being in a bumpy lorry and travelling east to west to centre.using physical strength to up and down load the stuff.really bring back memories.
The day could have ended nicely.
movers...ppl do have this perception that movers are guys that can't do anything else with their brains but use their physical strength.
I was working with some movers few years back, and well, they are not just physically strong, their minds are as strong.All the complex thinking that they do, it does make SENSE! kudos to those guys.
Well , was moving instruments today to rasa sentosa. cool place. but wat was cooler is the feeling on being in a bumpy lorry and travelling east to west to centre.using physical strength to up and down load the stuff.really bring back memories.
The day could have ended nicely.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
its been a nice night
Work was a breeze yesterday except for a proposal from moi supervisor.Interesting but emm i'll skip that idea.Its just gonna bring me down to the gallows.lolz
The night has been nice...learnt a few new things which is really something meaningful. i'm good now. *grinz* a little bit more mature now. lolz.Today things seems to be much better and well, thank god for that.Hope it stays this way and much better as days goes by.
Theres a lot of things in life that is happening.Good and bad,i can't run away from it. But a certain things are special to me and i won't wanna let it go to waste. This kinda things are transparent, u can't make up wat it is but u know its there. Watch the show A lot Like Love,theres a part where she just run thru a glass door. Its there but only she find is special cos haha she almost broke her nose running thru it. Get it? hahaha yes yes. :)
Chill IN day for me today, can't seem to get any idea where to go, so ya... home sweet home. I'm just smiling now that i try to keep things in place.
Smiling Immy :)))
The night has been nice...learnt a few new things which is really something meaningful. i'm good now. *grinz* a little bit more mature now. lolz.Today things seems to be much better and well, thank god for that.Hope it stays this way and much better as days goes by.
Theres a lot of things in life that is happening.Good and bad,i can't run away from it. But a certain things are special to me and i won't wanna let it go to waste. This kinda things are transparent, u can't make up wat it is but u know its there. Watch the show A lot Like Love,theres a part where she just run thru a glass door. Its there but only she find is special cos haha she almost broke her nose running thru it. Get it? hahaha yes yes. :)
Chill IN day for me today, can't seem to get any idea where to go, so ya... home sweet home. I'm just smiling now that i try to keep things in place.
Smiling Immy :)))
Monday, November 07, 2005
here kitty kitty
I came out of my room and suddenly saw a tail under the long chair. lolzz... it entered without saying hello!!!
Yup, i call her BOY. didn't have any sort of wat i call CAT FOOD, soooooo hahah prawn crackers and i dish of full cream Dutch Lady milk. IT WORKED lor!!!
Had her ard for a nice 30 mins, feeding, playing, dancing.She tried tapping on my phone. lolz, too large of a paw... sorry lady. lolz...
But had to let it go....well there she is up there... cute huh
bye bye kitty, come again ya. :) okok this time i give u HL milk. hee
Cheerio
6th November
Did it happen 1 mth ago? i can't really remember. All i remember is that it happen 1 week b4 shawal.
It was my night shift on a saturday. yeah dats wat i clearly remember.
Nazz...never stop praying for ur sis ya. Redakan permergian dia. I'm sure she's in a nice place aight. and if u have anyting at all....the brotherhood are behind u. :)
It was my night shift on a saturday. yeah dats wat i clearly remember.
Nazz...never stop praying for ur sis ya. Redakan permergian dia. I'm sure she's in a nice place aight. and if u have anyting at all....the brotherhood are behind u. :)
Sunday, November 06, 2005
I was leaning to a NO...but......
A day full of adrenalin rush.It kept me really grounded.Not the usual stuff and not the usual way. Usually on the higher side;it throttled.
The bands were superb,amazing.Never had heard this stuff in years...but it seem to be the trend.Most of them doing it.Emmm....just a thought.
Mysterio asked "aren't u excited at all?"
hahha well, i guess i was just too shock to feel anything. *grinz*
orr hahah i have no idea how to look excited...maybe a JGD ?
Mysterio...thank u very much for everything. (",)
its a good day
:) cheerio
The bands were superb,amazing.Never had heard this stuff in years...but it seem to be the trend.Most of them doing it.Emmm....just a thought.
Mysterio asked "aren't u excited at all?"
hahha well, i guess i was just too shock to feel anything. *grinz*
orr hahah i have no idea how to look excited...maybe a JGD ?
Mysterio...thank u very much for everything. (",)
its a good day
:) cheerio
Thursday, November 03, 2005
This is DOUBLE confirm
27th Jan at Singapore Indoor Stadium.
ALL SET??
BETTER MAKE URSELF FREE ON THAT DAY!!!!!
faintsssss
ALL SET??
BETTER MAKE URSELF FREE ON THAT DAY!!!!!
faintsssss
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