This came late....but Its still fresh

These are the ppl i spend my valentines with. Been doing that for the past 3 years.
Its our anniversary anyway... so ya. Loving ppl.... funny... crazy... and my DRUM AND BASS combination cannot be broken in anyway. charades was fun... :) love u guys

So What....

This is gonna be a negative entry.

I do not like the way u run things. Ur discipline is obviously 1/10.
There is no sense of urgency at all. U pissed me off from the very first day.

THen it came the day.... sound check went fine...
BUT.... the next very day... it SUCKS big time. I can't hear myself.... and wat the hell was the bass tech doing?!?!?!
I went off stage with a very big frown.....rather than a sign of relieve...

I wouldn't say i'm happy getting that placing... or i would say that i'm unhappy abt it.
X tech should have taken our place instead. Could see their faces....ok its just hard to describe.
But i think they did better than us.

I'm glad n touched on some other things though... the support i get from the 'family'
Maz, Phyllis and Aisyah stayed thruout. THe boys had to leave cos of work commitment...Muddy River and Barcelona.

Da Jie did my nails.... very very much thanks to that! Maz came early to check out me and marc in boxers lolz... and of cos taking a pic of us once we dress up! i look like some hip hopper..got blink blink hanging on my berms.... with LED on my left hand. White top with a red cap..red nails with art on it. killer...i'm vain.... oh ya... and shades!

Aisyah stayed outside of the gate thruout the whole competition.... that is so touching. She is another loving one... she never fails to call me 'bapak' and all those sweet words.The gang lepak in our room on friday and saturday night. we almost didn't had any sleep at all. All this caught on my video recorder...did some magic with mang and also MTV on the song Whenever i may Roam.

THe other bands are cool..... malaysian band are made up of some lepak musicians...real friendly. the bassist damn cute! lolz... i mean he is this big size guy and always smiling.
philippines has 2 pinoy and 3 pinays. THe singer is CUTE!!! ok now she is a lady! lolz....
CHina, taiwan are kinda reserved. THe hong kong are a bunch of metal lovers... .manage to talk to them a bit. MEtallica seem to be their interest... hahah now dats easy to talk abt. lolz
Indonesia a bunch of FIERCE looking ppl.wat the hell, they are jokers!Thailand are kids!its hard to talk to them cos, their english ain't that good... but somehow music just breaks all.

Well... its done. I think dats the last straw i'll handle. i'll just have to leave the band to make someone learn. Frankly...i'm not happy with the competition. Its Absurd. but wat the hell...i've got 4 medals now from yamaha. each of the elements.

ok lah crap lah...

peace

With the spirit of Barce...i present u the pieces...

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fall to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fall to pieces and I'm still falling

All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

Amacam boy...? classic! lolz

Resurface

hahaha.. went thru some blogs and i stumble across this one (secret)
i almost fell back on my chair laughing... lolzz..
ok ok not being boastful.... but this is wat it says


MY GOSH! IMRAN IS ONE FUCKING TALENTED GUY! THE WAY HE PLAYED GUITAR MAKES ME WANNA GO LEARN BALLET!

yeah... there!... jee can't imagine Ballet got into the picture. lolz..... something to perk up my day. ahahahaha

cheerio

Vision

I see the clouds bleed
As i stood and watch in awe
It ripples my feet
Cooling me down without a single flaw
Missing the sun rays
Shining Down on me
Thinking of the days
It really made me feel silly

Nothing is to be found within a glance
Ignorance may not be a bliss but a chance
Sip that wine and smell the air
Who would know who's there
Rhythm and blues rock and shoot
Pentatonic brings the life within the boundary
Locrian is major but not of the perfect root
Explore the modes and wriggle that pinky

People may stand on no feet
Keeping their hopes just as high
Learn this before the ends meet
Take that chance and look up to the sky
Smile to the grains of which u spit on
Growing still in a lake of pool
The remains will never be gone
BUT do not be a fool

Its the 11th...and........

Jamming with YouthWreck was fun last night. lolz... we were fooling ard in the room... doing female voices, vulgarities all over the walls and dancing!!! hahah.....
Discovered something new...... there is this staircase beside Tiet studio that leads up to the 2nd and 3rd storey of the building. WHAT we dun know is WHAT that goes on up there.
ITS A DANCING STUDIO!!!!!
yes yes yes yes.......FLOODED WITH LADIES!!!!! we were asking ourself.. how come got so many babes coming down with some skimpy outfit.... hahaha okok TIET studio is the new port for us! haha

Headed down to BarCelona after that to meet up with the family. Marc is back... he looks GOOD! lolz... aiyah just miss him lah. Maz and Aisyah was there.... and of cos my Da Jie, Phyilis was there also. Amelia was working last night (hee pinay lor).JAMES!!! oh yes... he is the busy man now, working in an video editing firm now... he hasn't got rest!! can see it from his eyes lor.
DaJie just came back from India... one of her flight schedule... and b4 that Osaka.
She got me this emmm how shall i say... MASTERPIECE from Osaka. A chocolate in a shape of a Teddy Bear. Quite BIG. lets say standing at 4inch tall. HOW CAN I EAT IT?!?!?! IT LOOKS TOO NICE!!! lolz so yeah, there u go... its in the fridge now. lolz.

Caught up with Aisyah and Maz.... and they telling me some stuff here and there... oh Aisyah teaches in a kindergarten now. hahah she SOOOOO look like Cikgu Bedah! hahahait was just me and Maz near the table then , with her telling me something abt a guy. lolz... maz maz.... lolz
THEN suddenly the rest join us.

Me still oblivious to the surrounding, just listen to Maz and had my eye facing her all the time, when suddenly from the right

'"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BAPAK, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!""

and there, Amelia brought the cake to the table, all lighted up.


hahaaahaha another surprise!!! my god.... now that left me dumb. Really dun know wat to say.NEVER expected it at all!!!! this family really KILAT! dats all i can say. hahaha...and and and and... there was 1 big candle and 4 small ones. ok, officially i'm 24. hahahaha. i guess the shop forgot to give another 2 small ones.hahah.

Its been night of surprises lately. Felt so jee... i dun know. i Just feel lost. It is really different this year.... I was drag up to centre stage to sing a song. darn.. haahha DaJie request. I'll BeThere For You by Bon Jovi. haha and not only me, Marc was drag to sing BLowers Daughter. hahaha i have that in my phone, captured!!! haha. DaJie asked how i feel... i can't really remember what i said but she said something in return with that really sincere look on her face "i want you to be happy."

now that almost caught me in tears, but held back. Its been a sweet night!!!!!

OH YA....Simon and Mangz got thru the first part of Idol! hahha yes yes congrates to those 2! especially mangs... at last this year they recognize ur talents! haha my sweet cute nephew. hahahaha


CHeerioooooo...... i just love being 26 now. muackzzzzzzz to myself. wherever i can kiss that is. lolz..

Love u Imran!

I've hit the AFTER 1/4 of a century year old

i love to create number patterns..... so for this year, i'll do it this way...
2+6 = 8 ....and its on the eve that things start to happen.

Met up with Shidah and Cindy for dinner. Somehow i kinda know that Cindy would be there. hahah 6th sense. Dinner at Fish n Co Bugis went well...except for the swordfish that didn't look really nice. lolzz.... too bad for u Cindy. Went to indochine after that. Boy it was full!

Then just as they were leaving, Shidah took out a box. And there it was...3 small cute looking cakes... Chocolate, Tiramisu and MANGO!!! now now wonder why mango hahaha but its the thoughts that counts hahahha. The mango cake taste nice though, but not the mango. lolz... cindy had to finish it up... she just couldn't resist it lor! spoon fed both of them... to be fair that is. hahah.
Its something new after all these years.... i dun think i have blown a candle outdoor b4. These 2 ladies really made something spectacular for me tonight.I could have awed and just couldn't say anything... but i have to say something right?? lolz... THANK U TO BOTH OF U LADIES!!!

When i got home, the first person to wish was my sis. It was at the stroke of midnite. Nice timing right hahha. Went to my room and on the radio.... and there it was....Selina's song. i dun know the title, but it goes like ... i could fall in loveeeeeee with uuuu. hahaha ok i guess u guys would know that. Haven't heard that for ages. Its a song that made me struggle just to get that first part solo. long long long time ago that is. Worth the struggle.WHen i heard it on air, it just brought me back to that night when i tried over and over again. Something memoriable.

COuntlessss sms flooding my phone. ANd some from frens that forget every year. hahahha . ok ok u know WHO U ARE! hahaha thankssss R1!!!! u remembered this year!!!!

Thanks again for the wishesss... the efforts.... the surprises..... SELINA....and life.
Thank u


Imran
turning 18... ahem.. in my dreams! lolz

ohhh right on the dot!

just as i'm doing my stuff right now at this hour... this song was aired on class 95 right on time. It fits exactly the mood at this hour. lolz.... niceee cool!!!!!

Care and Concern

Its a nice and warm feeling when u get to know that someone gives u that concern. I was quite taken aback when i heard it from my mentor's mouth. Its nice. :)