hey there

What u want may be not what u need.
What u need is something that u might want.

So i say lets just go with what u need and work on it.
Entangle those things in ur head and i'm sure with time and consideration, it'll be all good.

Believe in yourself. :)

where are they!!????! How can i believe when this cloud hangs over me

I'm sooooo out of ideas right now. Can't seem to squeeze it out and its rather pissing me off.Time is running out here.

Is there a muse that i can depend on now? lolz

1 week down, 1 more to go. Its exactly 1 week from now that we are gonna touch and smell 2006. So what have i done fulfillingWhat hasn't been done?
Good moments?Best Moments?BADDEST moments?

i Guess i will just reflect on that in my mind first, get things sorted out.

Its a cool Sunday morning. Hope its gonna stay like this so that i can sleep damn well.lolz...

something is missing...

cheerio

The Exclusive Underground world

lolzz... okokok... maybe 1 friend would know where that is. lolz

anyway, its was a rocking night. Its been a long time since i get that feeling. That adrenalin rush while on stage. Beeeeen really a long long long time. its just been a nice night.

Has it been abt me? or does it seems like i'm not so into others?or i'm just waiting for it to surface itself ?
HA! i finally found that spark to actually finally answer that.Has been goin on in the mind though but just couldn't say it out. weird right? and to think that its something that just needed me to ask. Too much thinking i guess....well from the responce..yea i dun have to be silly waiting for time for that.Just ASK lah! goodness.

Nothing is boring when it is something new for me to learn from.

cheerio

The Running Mind

At times i would wonder wats going on with my life.Could it have been better or maybe better than wat could have happen?

Wats the things that hasn't been accomplish? Have they started or left half way thru?
As clear as i am of wats going on, sometimes this thinking just flash thru.It makes me think if i'm 50% complete.I guess there is always something that steps up into the picture.Its time like this that makes me think that i've not accomplish some stuff.

Weird entry today but dats wats its all abt.. yea...

Ok Cheerio... had a long day at work, and now going jamming! crazy lolz...time to drain my leg further

Imran

glady

i'm pretty happy at how things turn out to be. It has become normal and just in time b4 the year ends. I'm all smiles now.

interesting how i try to decipher some sentence out. Lol, always looking for the better of it. too optimistic? or shall i call it ignorant? lolz, who cares!!! i'm happy can already. yes yes yes yes yes yes !!!!!!!!!!!!

All i can say is, i'm just glad at how things are now.Its been a longgggg 1 week... felt like an eternity. It turn out fine after all. *grinzz*

Cheeriooooo
Imran *running up the escalator*

Miss U

Its been a decade and time really flies that fast.It was a Monday back then but today it falls on a Saturday.A name that i always call but slowly decrease in number as time goes by.A face that makes me smile and laugh macam a crazy kiddo.there... look at that pic! hahha see that small kiddo? yes yesss....THe way she smile when her teeth is in the glass.... dats the best smile anyone can give me. Ultimately,its the tea she make. THere up there u can see the brand...Coconut Tree...(a friend gave that to me...now dats a special gift)

Can clearly what happen that morning.Just told the same friend what happened that morning.Well so far, information still intact.

I miss u Mak.Dah lama tak dengar suara. Dah lama tak dapat cium kat dahi. Dah lama sungguh tak peluk. :(

Ahhhh ok.... there... today is 10 years 2 weeks later after i got that last hug n kiss. I will not forget that.


Love u always
Imran

Teeme

If i could turn back Teeme or push Teeme forward, it will be nice.
If things could go smoofly, also the neece.
Its going haywire for now. Ah Rong here and there. Wats Wright?

I wanna go ard the light. Bending it. Stay invisible. Be there but unseen.
Talked to but not being listened.

Can i just ask for 4/4 ??
I'm getting too INTO progressive right now!
All i need is just a 4/4 .... plss... i'm beggin.
skip all the 13/8, 7/8, 9/8/ 5/4, 3/4

JUST 4/4!

sigh

cheerio Simple Chord

Whats Up?

ALright ppl!! WATS UP?!?!?

nothings up??


lolz okok keep it down.

in the mean time, think of wats coming up!

THe Week

A lot of things happen over the weekend.

Munah's bbq was one of them.I can realy see her face all shinning with happiness with us spending her last few days here. She's back in DXB now.

Lotsa food!!!Luckily though not much balance.I guess the balance can finish without any effort. lolz.

Earlier part of the day was mainly shopping for food for the bbq.The list was short, but the receipt was a damn long one!

Singing,dancing, running ard,walking ard the playground, toilet breaks, RUMAH DAYAK was mainly the stuff being done on that night. One of us was down with a bad tummy...vomitting the whole night!but she got ard after that.

Things drag all the way until morning. Reach home ard 6.30am with sis opening the door and she is all set. Whole family gone to malacca over the weekend until wednesday. i'm HOME ALONE!! hope theres no thief ard to invade my house.

Well, other things happened as well.but dats SECRET ok! :) just that i threw someone a little bit far n off balance. dipsy tipsy.

Hope u recover from ur sickness pretty soon ya.

In the mean time,i'll chill...its a chilly morning here anyway.Just stop raining few mins ago.


yea...

millionsss of tomss and cymbalsss!!!!

The first time i ever played in a jamming studio that lies before me 7 toms and all of it in tune!!! phewwww

remind me on the time i had my brand new toys. It was just like that!!! can't help myself but to hit every single of it even though there is a need to. lolzz!!!

Look at the cymbals!!! woahhh.... yes yes the splash, the china... all complete lor. Even a small crack on the right crash didn't deter me from hitting it as hard. lolzz... yes yes, that is at Four Tones studio. hope that on the 23rd ,it will be the same setting. hee hee

CHeerio

Dindo

The quote says

"i was like a god to her in the past.she worships me.but look at it now?i have no idea how it become like this.i thought it would be the next step,but instead its going down"

So wat if someone treats u like u are up there but in the end throws u out of her life just instantly.chasing away with nothing to bring along.well , fair enough u get to see the kids anytime,but wats the use of being chased out like a dog. It use to be GOD, now its DOG. a pity... really a big pity.

u put in as much as u can not asking anything much for return.u have a strong bonding with the kids and yet u are treated in that way.

So wat is being fair? to just keep quiet and go? move on? to fight for ur rights?

well dats the thing that is lingering in Dindo's mind. A PR with no other immediate family here.practically, if u go, u are left with nothing. FIGHT FOR RIGHTS, dats wat i think u should do.U have ur fair share of building up the family.So if u are chased out, i think u should fight for it.

The thoughts of going home haunts u. The hate stares brings u down. The pressure it gives u might just snap u. Chill...get an advisor. that i think would be the best solution.

Talking to him for the first time felt like we've known each other for a long time. He shared his life story. Listening and giving opinions is nothing compared to wat he has to carry on his shoulders. To actually having a thought that his kid would slowly lost the love of a father. That story did get the better of me. Felt for him.A bro sympathy.

sigh.. well dats the thing that money can do. Money makes the world go round. U can buy anything u wish.
BUT REMEMBER ONE THING...U CAN NEVER BUY FEELINGS.

A tribute to Kuya Dindo.



Imran

p.s. it could be a blessing in disguise.Fill up the music in ur heart and move on.U deserve better.

whooishhh Brrr

U guys notice that the weather is slowly warming up slightly?
on the first day the wind blowing were like emm super cold, then slowly the next the sun begin to appear, then the next day u could see the whole sun thingy?
its a progressive change. interesting..

lolzz but the coldness really got to me. Can't even sleep in peace... brrrr... now now when was the last time that this happen? emm i think last january. killer i'm telling ya.brrr well right now the sun is shining and i'm with my sweater. amazing!

Well lets see wats up few days b4.emm haha nothing i guess...its pretty stagnant, for a few things that is. :) other than that... nice nice! wonder when's next.

Wat explains the meaning of stranger?
Someone u never talk to or dun know. i guess dats abt it.
SOO how abt if someone u talk to less than a few sentence, never give eye contact and that other party also have never given acknowledgment. its just that u both know that u both exist? would that be a stranger too?
well i dun get it, at the point of getting married, suddenly this STRANGER start to invite me, talk so nice and all... its crappy.Ask for my address, i gave it to her lah but told her i can't make it down. weird lah this ppl. there u go. hahahha

well ya dats the stranger story
hehe


CHeeriooo Immy doo daa

Its been a GOOD WEEK!!!

Long nights talking, nice short BUT enough sleep, reporting on time for some appointments,feeling good after sound check,filling up the tummy to good nasi goreng and ayam.

dats abt wat happen in 2 days.

The long night talks came in naturally from guitar teaching to some other stuff, which are talkable. nice english right? lolz... okok spare me for this one ya.

Appointments such as reporting for sound check.... had to really stress the rest to be early, well good thing they were. i guess they got my idea. lolz, FINALLY!!! now that took a long time.

Fadil mum did a good job on the nasi goreng...tuck in like nobody business... the chicken wings were awesome!!! oh yes, thanks MAKCIK... ok ok she's not reading this.well at least she might sneeze after i send this out.lolz.

It was tight, it was scary and it was certainly getting on my nerves.
Watch the 9 bands, and well it really get the better of me.scary.... very scary!
The setup on stage was kinda weird in such a way that the monitor amps were too close.told myself to keep to my position. BUT emmm posses?hahah i was running ard the stage. lolz. tongue sticking action, hands flying, legs spreading. had to give all out.All for 1 man...MR FADIL. yes dats him.

And finally result time! nerve cracking. heart pounding.
its scary...nevertheless... when YouthWreck was announce as 2nd place, my jaw just drop. Shidah saw that happen! paiseh... i'm just lost for words. It was 2 gold medals 2 years ago and now, ya its a nice feeling.
Its just surprising.Feeling kinda bad for the other bands, they were damn good!well maybe its just Fadil's night. Kudos to YouthWreck. This one is for u mate FADIL!!!

well, one episode down. An interesting one. A good way to end the week. Thanks to all fans and friends and supporters and to ppl i dun know. lolz.

Thank U


Cheerio Imran

p.s aida!!! can understand now? lolzzzz kidding lah :)

Life

It ain't just gonna stay there and hope that u pick it up.


You ain't gonna get anywhere unless u put in the effort to pick it up.


Take a look around u. It has always been there but its just waiting for u to pick it up. Make the best of it and dun waste a single second of it.























it could be oxygen? emm hahahahah nice try

well this is one of the boring moments after work, so ya, u get boring entries like this. yes yes it is oxygen. lolzz!!


Too Free Man Immy

Memoirs of a Mover

It has begun as we touch down toa payoh. Took the lorry and head off for WORK.
movers...ppl do have this perception that movers are guys that can't do anything else with their brains but use their physical strength.
I was working with some movers few years back, and well, they are not just physically strong, their minds are as strong.All the complex thinking that they do, it does make SENSE! kudos to those guys.
Well , was moving instruments today to rasa sentosa. cool place. but wat was cooler is the feeling on being in a bumpy lorry and travelling east to west to centre.using physical strength to up and down load the stuff.really bring back memories.
The day could have ended nicely.

A Valuable Phrase

Why do we fall?

So that we can learn to pick ourself up.



Very nice



:)

its been a nice night

Work was a breeze yesterday except for a proposal from moi supervisor.Interesting but emm i'll skip that idea.Its just gonna bring me down to the gallows.lolz

The night has been nice...learnt a few new things which is really something meaningful. i'm good now. *grinz* a little bit more mature now. lolz.Today things seems to be much better and well, thank god for that.Hope it stays this way and much better as days goes by.

Theres a lot of things in life that is happening.Good and bad,i can't run away from it. But a certain things are special to me and i won't wanna let it go to waste. This kinda things are transparent, u can't make up wat it is but u know its there. Watch the show A lot Like Love,theres a part where she just run thru a glass door. Its there but only she find is special cos haha she almost broke her nose running thru it. Get it? hahaha yes yes. :)

Chill IN day for me today, can't seem to get any idea where to go, so ya... home sweet home. I'm just smiling now that i try to keep things in place.


Smiling Immy :)))

here kitty kitty

I came out of my room and suddenly saw a tail under the long chair. lolzz... it entered without saying hello!!!

Yup, i call her BOY. didn't have any sort of wat i call CAT FOOD, soooooo hahah prawn crackers and i dish of full cream Dutch Lady milk. IT WORKED lor!!!

Had her ard for a nice 30 mins, feeding, playing, dancing.She tried tapping on my phone. lolz, too large of a paw... sorry lady. lolz...

But had to let it go....well there she is up there... cute huh

bye bye kitty, come again ya. :) okok this time i give u HL milk. hee

Cheerio

6th November

Did it happen 1 mth ago? i can't really remember. All i remember is that it happen 1 week b4 shawal.

It was my night shift on a saturday. yeah dats wat i clearly remember.

Nazz...never stop praying for ur sis ya. Redakan permergian dia. I'm sure she's in a nice place aight. and if u have anyting at all....the brotherhood are behind u. :)

I was leaning to a NO...but......

A day full of adrenalin rush.It kept me really grounded.Not the usual stuff and not the usual way. Usually on the higher side;it throttled.

The bands were superb,amazing.Never had heard this stuff in years...but it seem to be the trend.Most of them doing it.Emmm....just a thought.


Mysterio asked "aren't u excited at all?"
hahha well, i guess i was just too shock to feel anything. *grinz*
orr hahah i have no idea how to look excited...maybe a JGD ?

Mysterio...thank u very much for everything. (",)

its a good day


:) cheerio

This is DOUBLE confirm

27th Jan at Singapore Indoor Stadium.
ALL SET??
BETTER MAKE URSELF FREE ON THAT DAY!!!!!




faintsssss

Marker

What is enough?
What is just nice?
Whats the benchmark between these 2?
An Uncertainty?
Ahh....


Keep it on the low and just be just nice.
but how JUST NICE is Just Nice. ahhh... enough , enough now?
hahaha

yes yes... think abt it
The Marker will indeed help a lot in this case.

Just nice

The number

Its an exquisite number.
Falls within the space of infinity,not many know what number is being chosen to represent this blog.
Its visible but yet intangible.
Its thinkable yet unexplainable.
Its a number to express.........





The Number

ohhhh freaky stumblization.

25.5

how? i can't explain. the probability WAS almost zero, yet it became a 1. I thought mind reading was freaky enough, thinking the improbable situation become probable is more than freaky. lolz. okok i'm lost for words.i can't explain really.



scary,lol



Cheerio

A position

Hee..i like the way the title sound. Just 2 words but its damn long.lolz.

The number.. of a fix pattern is placed there , unmoved, uncalled.Think of a number.
lets say 9

9 dun come after 11 right ?

The thing is, any number ard 9, has already manipulate our mind and think that 9 is between 8 and 10. theres no way of changing it
its a reason...

The visual aspect of 9 being there can be put into words. Its either u act on it or u say it.

u can never call a 9, NINE if its being topple over right ? yes yes.. so dats the visual aspect. describe it in words and see how it goes. :)

eo17177o5e utj5 gi5i517717


Cheerios

something to ponder on ?

x+y = 1 ----------1st eqn
a+b = 1-----------2nd eqn
x+b = z-----------3rd eqn
a+y = (towards infinity) 1----4th eqn

solve for b and z



Einstein couldn't solve this. there... u try

Re

sounds like a note after Do? or maybe a note b4 Me?
haaha
its abt going doing it again and again and again
re, rere, rerere, rererere, rerererere.

we go thru Re as we go up the octave. The second note and also the 14th as u go down 1 octave. Why u call Re only on major scale and not like a harmonic minor scale? why u call harmonic scale up by intervals instead of do re me ?

THATS BECOS SAYING IT IN INTERVAL SOUNDS SMARTER!!!

get it?

haha guess not right? ok... well... re re re re re re re read lor


Enjoy

how abt a snorty look?

well here is something u seldom see...its a bit snorty so bear with me ... hahha
a really natural pose. lolzz

Snorty

January is the Month to look forward to ppl

well there u have it ppl.The awaiting fans and frens. THey are coming 27 january 2006
BE THERE... there's the poster as evidence

Moments of Truth

Had a feel of watching DT in Budokan. I can't really express wat kinda feel it was, cos i'm like here at the screen while those guys were there on stage.Every moment of it was crucial.Had a look at wat happen back stage and well... boy were they nervous.And to chill it down... just take it as any other jam days.Heard a few glitch by Mike, but well, wat the hell !! they made it.i must express my appreciation for DT. i have no idea how to contact them or so watever.Even an official e mail won't really satisfy me.Wat i need is actually a phonecall to them, hear everyone of them.COuld have say it to John when i met him, but nah... wasn't just the moment.

I could see tears in Mike's eyes as they say thank u to the awesome fans.Budokan is a historic place.once a fighting field, it has now become a stage to gives big bands a chance of a FEELING HIGH thing.somehow watching them affects me a little. sigh... yeah.

well ya dats all for now... :)

Imran

U wouldn't have the slightest idea

stephen: "eh imran, tomolo ot?"
imran : : ah ok, but i must go off at 4.30 lor, got meeting"
stephen: "mum or girl? haha okok sure"

and so today started of nicely.
Was schedule to just do a leak check...well... didn't turn out to be so true.
10 pumps for lube oil change. and that bloody M-304B 1/2, wah eat oil like nobody business... all drip down.. with a dip. lolz.pretty shag day.Did the leak check as schedule... and goodness, E-601 is SOOO not tight lor.maybe its the old guys tightening it.not much strength?hee...

and so 4.30 bench mark is up! yes yes went home.. and yes saw only 2 plates on the table... ok shucks..simply shucks...my heart sinking now actually.now let me see when will be the next time i'm home ard this time..next year ?arggg nevermind


this goes to anyone who would have any idea wat i'm talking abt.... to those who dun, then dun try to read the top part.

crap lah..

Very Interesting

ahhh...wat a way to start the time.
But well, its just a dream...but one hellava sweet one. lolz!
burpppp




enough...enough now..

Imran

oooooooh dats deep inside

getting the tools... pack them up nicely and set of for the journey.hearing cries all over and it really gets into the guys.searching for everything that is precious.carrying the fallen bricks and wall.

the last time it happen,it was damn bad.now its happening again.getting myself thru the system.squeezing thru every hole.some are just too small lah.hammering down the walls, trying moi best. and OUCH... ohh there a nail. a small one.taking a close look at it.. gosh its rusty!yikes,,, didn't expect that... and there, it left just a small stain.

Working Man

coupergadelic

a word that seems long, but short.but surely means a lot of things.behind that corner, behind this corner. its everywhere but not a soul can actually see it.can only be seen if its were to be seen.intersting as it is, it won't be seen that easily.its hard to actually reveal one self and just let it be like u're not seen.but being seen could actually start a series of consequences that u might just regret.lolz.so wats best? coupergadelic syndrome? emm its good to just watch things from above.U see everything but no one sees u.ahh dat's the perfect scenario.but wat ever u see or ... or ... or... its all for u alone to witness.u're on ur own Mario.

hit here and hit there.... where u goin?somewhere? or nowhere?a land of kabudamigodes? well, dun...u're just gonna be seen!that ain't the point right?so i tell u wat mario,chill one side ya.eat ur bread and drink ur milk.stay healthy and do wat u do best ok.there... ain't that simple.heheh dun be seen ya! :)

Boodagiretiloric

A Weird Fluid to kick off the morning.

is Good news , bad news?
or is bad news, good news?

well, yet to b found but it i dun really like it.

As far as i know him,he is the braviest man i've ever know.Nothing seems to be holding him back from doing anything.

................but why is he showing signs of fear in him now. emmm so is dat good news or bad news?

watever it is... its getting to me now.. mmmm not interesting... but so the curious.Hate signs( if it is a sign that is)

Peace

eht etats fo ssengnirob.

gnirednow tahw m'i gniyas won?
esaelp od soc siht si erocdrah.
lamron gnittirw lliw ekat ekil wef sdnoces, tub siht koot sreay.lol

yojne!
Narmi

wat can be done,wat can't be done,wat shouldn't be done,wat would have been done and wat's DONE!

Imagine that u are all lost doing something.Just closing ur eyes.....and let the feel flow... nice? well damn right its nice ... butt!!!!
imagine while doing that, someone just cuts in and just put this wall between u and ur feel? how that feel?

As much as i respect the owner, well wat i was doing i dun think nothing is wrong with that? wats wrong with hitting hard on the things that is suppose to get hit?

"excuse me, dun hit too hard... u'll damage the equipments and my mics"

wat the hell?? Get a grip lah soldier!!! u just put a wall for me!! damn...and after that, things just change completely. damn

the next 2 hrs wasn't fun at all... had to control everything. feel is gone, everything!!! gone just like that .
Then again, putting myself in his shoe...well STILL i won't do that . hahaha

I mean i'm hitting hard on my equipments! why would he be so worked up for? Then again, being me hahaha i submit to his request. nevermind, there'll be another day. hahaha

waiting to hear the final product. emmm interesting......very interesting....

cheerio
The lunatic Lahabau!

The beginning has begun

The mth of October is gonna be 1 hell of a month.I guess its either 2 or 3 gigs waiting to be launch. The Devil's Door is gonna go on public again. :) interesting eh.Wonder hows its gonna sound like at soundmix tomorrow.Interesting as it may, its gonna be quite stressful doing it.Marc is already under that stress. lolz... interesting.

Oooh ramadan is coming too... jee dats fast! i mean, its been 1 year? well... it ain't gonna be that happy anyway.Lost someone ard this time of the mth.And to her brother...Beb, i'm feeling it too man...all the prayers for her ya.Jee...flashes of it just gets to my head when i was there looking at her... beb...sigh.. live goes on brother.

Thats all for today folks... and well hope the rainbow will shine again.. thinking of taking a glance at it... R O Y G B I V haha dun forget the indigo ya *grinz*

Cherrioo Imran

This is Yesterday's news

How shall i kick off?

Ever had one of those night where suddenly everything Abnormal became Normal?
Or shall i say everything Normal became Abnormal?
U decide...

Hot and cold dun really mix.But when evaporation occurs in the presence of coldness, tell me how ur brain registers that?

Right is left and Left is Right. Its never right!COnfusion,panting,Running ard sips into this instinct.It just gets in and settle there for sometime.

BUT...cool down already hahahha.. kk.. done...

ouch it burns... lolzz peacee

Epic sores the Park

Never before has this happen.Its very intense....glitches dampened the spirit....

A full half an hour...thats all it takes to blow that adrenalin thru the system.

The Epic sored thru the park..leaving our heart and soul...reaching out to the subjects..conveying a msg....


OKOKOK i get it... that was total crap right? hahahah well..thats as abstract as i wanna it to be. still feeling the rush now... well.. will die off soon.
A fantastic weekend.. and a very good way to end it :) *grinz*


Imran The Lunatic Bear

Oh...

Awww..that's just a way to start the evening.

Getting there really brings back stuff.Surprises are least expected but it sure kicks in.

Saw a new beauty yesterday.Jee,she really captured the eye.As simple as anyTHING that she is,she sound wonderful too.A voice of many tones and her vocal chords were amazing.With a nice skin colour and neck thru body, ahhh can't resist saying Hello.Its gonna be a real collection once i have her in my room.Simple yet provocative.Cort is name.













Cheerio

it took just 7 days

Well, its back. crappnesss

i accidenly threw two stones and it hit two bird.ouch, that hurts. sorry for that .. :(

Draining it and it could be the cause. Faster and faster it goes and keeping at a regular speed. oohhhh there it goes again.

night is falling pretty slow now.it doesn't make things the least better.

Where's the sun? hiding? come on out,i wanna see ya. i wanna start the day again as quick as i can. plsssss


Fusion.

IT

A lazy Sunday....thats wat i feel. Somehow, i think i disfigured IT.Damn, should have known it earlier.Now it seems on the low side.Hope it will get to the High side soon. jee, this IT is really serious. darn. lolz.........









What is IT? ................mmmmmmmmmmmm

woahh, this is amazing

TO Martin and jack... i really wonder how u guys got into my blog. lolz, i have no idea
somehow that somebody would actually come across it.its been on for so long and u are the only 2 outsider. as for phetamine, hehe i have no idea wat u trying to say.

Happiness is indeed ard the corner and i'm standing there right now, hoping that it won't fade away.well, the day is still young and who knows, the beginning is the end is the beginning.



Gonna do somethings of my own. time to let the fingers running now.

Thank u

Spinal Moments OVER!!!

well well..the moments has gone. Weird but true. all thanks to Mr Kelak Kent. :)

Spinal Moments

something bothering.taking it more than usual to recuperate.
mind boggling,feeling signals sending to the spinal chords.
yikes.wat could it be.

phrases running thru the head the whole day.keeping the brain fluids stationary but moving.(now figure that out)

Writting moments went successful.Hitting went with an extra punch.Nudging the snare while keeping an eye on the ride.Feeling cautious.interesting but not good enough.

night has fallen n soon the day will rise.keeping mummmp at a few things,keeping it alive inside.,,..,,..,,..,,..,,.. wat is it ? ..,,..,,..,, entah.

gd nite body, go get some rest.

Owner

The Last Kiss

I kiss a duck today. ;)

THe Door Opensss

Well...well...welll..... back with a vengence i suppose? lolz.... firstly, its been a longggggggggggg time aight. too long indeed. disappearance does pays.so emm quiet and peaceful.

Ain't it fun being back again SICK.Weather change is really a dread these days.That sudden change just caught me offguard.shucks, which makes me wat i feel right now... BREATHLESS. lolzz.... take my breath away? nahhhh. and this nose is runnin like hell now. sheesh


Ah yes.. one more thing, coincidence. wat do i understand abt that word? emmm basically its fine if sometimes coincides together.. but not so ok if MOST of it coincides together. lolzzz... know wat i'm saying.. its like a carbon copy of another life and it makes 2 lifes almost likely the same.... freaky eh. hahahah u got to try it. :)

Something is bothering the mind, but yet it doesn't bother the heart. Should something be done? or is this just a passing phase....words they dun seem to reveal.

As of wat i'm feeling right now... emm i'm feeling very agitated.I guess this is due to the lack of O2 in my system i guess.Getting so restless resting. hahaha dats a new one right, it makes me feel restless while resting. (a fren of mine point that out to me)

gonna hit the sack lah.. maybe hit it with a big iron rod. emm the 60 degree thingy on the bed would do the trick. in the mean time , dun wait too much for my updates ya... its gonna take some time. :) but thanks for checking :)

Cherriossssssssssss

Risk

What is Risk? well apart from the bloody board game that i can never win, Risk is word to describe a certain uncertainty that u wish to indulge in.

Taking it from me, its quite a long term Risk. Too long indeed but just had to take it.

Imagine life without risk, then its gonna be unchallenged. And being unchallenged will not push u far to achieve ur optimum potential.

eg...if we'd risk our sleep, we have the drive to keep our eyes open.It pushes us to the limit. well this example is abt to come true in abt 12 hrs time, when i try to open my eyes wide, considering the fact that now is already 1am. ahhaha so u get wat i'm trying to say?

This blog will seem weird for those who read. The after effect of 5 years.. lolzz

okok cheerio, nothing much to say, i'm not gonna risk typing our wat happen. haahhaha








pukes.....

cough...stonning

5 years of building up, and it took milli of a seconds to crash it down











sigh

i've endured the past TOUGH mths, and it paid off well

fooo never had so many jamming sessions in my live b4. first was with youth wreck, then suddenly zero sequence came back to life.so its pretty hectic to juggle 2 at a time. Then all i know is that suddenly we wanted to try street festival. so that means double the work input... pheww.... late night jammings and recordings... and taxi fare wahhh cannot tahan.

then the competiton kicked off... i msut say a lot of good bands, breakfast club, crossbred, then got some band made up of young kids who are really talented.

Prelimmenery rounds was ok, semi final was a bit stressing especiall ywhen they announce us the last name to qualify. and check this out, i'm playing for 2 bands for the competition. youth wreck and zero sequence. lolzzzz

FInals was a killer, everyone was really putting out a good show. Tama Goh was the judge, that even made it more streesful as i had the blooody drum solo at the end of the song. phewwww...got real nervous cock up a few shit hahhaa

then results.... wakauzzzz killer.. they straight away announce the 3 placings.

3 rd place goes to Crossbred ( and i was crossing my fingers, let it be one of my band that get the placing)

2 nd place goes to Youth Wreck ( wat the heck!!! we did it!! jee i can't imagine how Fadil(leader of Youth Wreck ) feels abt this winning )

then as i was on stage, i was praying hard for Zero..... sigh

CHampions of Street Fest COmp goes to Zero Sequence...
hahahahhaha boy oh boy, i was stunned amaze , mix of reactions.. i just jump on stage ... its history win for me , for winning 2nd and 1st placing in the same competition. phewww.....HISTORY WAS MADE.... ahhh and now all is over, wat a relief!

Well now its time to look forward for future gigs, hopefully would be a good one. This new Zero Line up is a killer i must say. jee so tired now, better hit the sack...whamm powww opo punch... okok time to sleep hahha

peace cheeriossss

Potong Ice Cream anyone?

Well... this may sound passe, but still its still an ongoing thing. Watch the match between ARSEnal and MAN U ? well, of cos, due to that injustice win, a fren of mine had to eat his words.And i mean really eat his words, becos there were many witnesses ard who heard wat he said ......


Man u taking a corner kick " Ni kalau tak masuk aku potong k1k aku ah!"

well, it didn't go in..... ARSEnal won the match.(penalty)

So as u can see, its still ongoing now, we are just waiting for the circumsizing moments.POTONG POTONG POTONG!! yes yes.... we are waiting my fren.... hahahahahahah. see lah, open ur mouth again hahahha i wonder wats next on our menu emmmm

Somehow this blog is rather stagnant... emmmm not very interesting and not very good ... need some revamption. lolzz... okok dat will be done in the near future peeps. in the mean time, do enjoy reading this over and over again while waiting for something new lolzz peace cheerio

ANyone who wisehes to counter offer me again?

The definition of Mind F**K has a new meaning now. It means thinking of a reason to each time u say NO for an answer. THere dun have to be any reason for saying yes, but to say NO, u better have that back up plan.

I got stop by this surveyor thingy at orchard yesterday and somehow she ask me to pull out for her 2 lucky draw tix. guess wat i won?

7 night free stay at resorts ranging places from australia,bali,canary islands,Fiji, GOa, philippines,portugal,thailand and spain. Yes ppl, 7 free night stay!!! (ahem)

n

a $25 voucher from Isetan.

and to collect that prize?? well dats the disclaimer part. i had to go thru this 3hr MIND F**K session. they phsyco me to join their system. A system which i deem good, but for a NON traveller like me, i dun think i would be interested in any of them. i mean, hey, i got that 7 night free already hahahha. here's the catch, its only for 2 ppl only. yes 2...TWO! hahha

so anyone? that will exclude aida. but then again, if aida is willing to counter offer me, haha why not. come on aida!! give it to me lah hahaha, i'm challenging u! hahahhahaha. i know u are just waiting to go for another holiday. hahahah.

well peace for now, cheerio.

COunter offer?

Ever had a moment in ur life where u want somethin and suddenly u feel that u are wanted? Freaky as it is, it happen last night.

Cello. i think i need to really learn more of that instrument. But from wat i see so far, the bloody 4 strings can cost up to $150. ok dats a start for me to NOT start playing the cello. hahaha...

Todays update is rather weird. WHY ? well cos there are a lot of mix feelings.Mix happenings and also Mix World.bu come to think of it again, things happen right ?
WAT HAPPENED , HAPPENED AND COULDN'T HAVE HAPPEN IN ANY OTHER WAY

well, one man down is the other man's worth.The 4 unite for a reason... and the reason is U. :)
cheerio mate ...leave it all behind and move on. like how we use to sing last time, dun look back in anger.

Peace

Its a beautiful day!!!

fooooooo, the day started off weakly!!! work and work on a sunday. imagine that .
butt horr the night was superb!!!! okok let me exagerate... went down to the BABES infested area Holland V. Surely enough the eyes went berzerkk!!! i shouted help in my heart with no one to give me their sympathy.... HELP< i need somebody, HELP, not just anybody, HELP , i really need someone... HELPPPPP( the beatles)

dats not all lah.....wat made it worst was ZOUK!!! well dun ask me how i ended up there, hahha long story, but since i'm wearing slipers, i couldn't go in. BUT plsss i'm not complaining.... standing outside ZOUK was even more sakit than sakit.. the name is Sakit bin demam bin semput bin leukemia bin coma bin diabetes bin hepatitis A,B ,C... as u can see, i name all the descendent for the sakit generation!!!

not to say i sua ku or wat lah, but standing there under dress, it made me really noticce by anyone there. maybe they thinking " wat the hell is this hot dude doing here with those slippers?" yes yes , i've got eye contact all along!!! superb, i was hot, i was the centre of attraction... girls took glances at me, even guys (damn)

foooooooo i'm so drained!!! these eyes will see girls no more for the next 30 secs...
10, 9, 8, 3, 2, 1 .. ahh i see a girl now
hahahah


eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee try saying that ...yee yee...
dats the main name for tonight. the rest is secret hahhahahahahahaha... for secret pls turn to page 5, to dun care abt it turn page 97


page 97
wakauzz called yee yee last night after so long. My long time malaysian sweet thing... haha dats all... gonna meet her soon... yes lah... ok ok no more NOSE job, no more FINGER job, i'll be a good boy ok hahhahaha

ok mates cheerio, time to hit the streets again now... the girls are calling me em " come imran, come!!!!"
PEACE!!!!!!!!!

Mat Rock Shopping

goodness, i've turn the stone.!!! i'm not a mat rocker shopper! got new pair of lovely shoes just now!! FOR A GREAT BARGAIN!!! hahahha not gonna reveal on the price though. hahhaha but its from timberland lolzzz.... dats goes for norman too for getting that dashing shirt. sure the buldging biceps can be seen now.
burppp okok just had dinner.. a late one dat is... and its a weird day today...

GIRLS WERE EVERYWHERE!!! AND I MEAN REAL BABES!!! goodness, these eyes can take no more!! the brains are functionally not working!!! this is the day lah dat i can conclude that singapore still got babes hahhaahaha

okok got to rest these eyes now, they've SIN too much hahhahaha peaceee

Fact or Fiction

i've always keep up wit hthe trend between me and my buddies. And it never fails me to notice the things we go thru together. For example, if one buddy has a girl problem, it works out to be that the rest of the buddies would have 1 almost instantaneously. get wat i mean? that means the whole 4 of us would go thru the same shit! only shit of cos. So, it started out from Norman, for he have some haha phsyco who is trying to get close to him even though she has a bf. then it comes down to Naz for having to wait for Yaya's answer. And of cos the infamous Imran for having Vivi away to Shanghai and that he discovers that he still loves her.

YES YES YES, wondering wat happen to me this time? hhhahhaa here goes, it all goes back 6 hours ago

" where are u at now?" imran ask nurul
" i'm with my guy at tanjong pagar having supper" nurul answers

emmm that drew my attention away from everything i was doing, well of cos besides the porn that is...

SINCE WHEN SIA?!?!! of cos i didn't ask her that hahahhaa but well, somehow, i just felt cheated ah. i guess now i know where all her quiet times went to.of cos a few of her promises doesn't seem to take place. Well, it was quite a turn of ah.. then again hahaha

Ok, so is that fact or fiction?? its been going on for sometime and i've seen the trend actually is REAL.... Blood brothers sharing the same faith? only HE knows.

Ok i'm off to work, just had to get this out of my chest... cheerio, and peace and may we blood brothers stay strong for each other... that also means for giving Norman our support for having to do 7 article in one day, for today hahahahha u go MAN hahhaa

Peace

Last and not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIDA!!! and gd luck for ur exams lor!! hehhehe have a good day being TUA ok :)) :) :))

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

woah... emm that ahhhhhhh seems different from the other ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i do . emm okok 26th march has a been mark as the day that Team D win over Team C for the badminton prelimery rounds. Best out of 3 games, the mix double and MEN"S DOUBLE have done us proud. (i'm in the men's double) hahahaha yes yes... okok well, not still got team B and A to beat... al the best Team D!!! goodness, i'm writing something that non of my team members will read.... wat the hell...
okok here comes something more subtle..... i............................................ am...........



























not gay
hahahahahaha peace ppl

Spare with me for this one will ya

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AS u can see, todays blog is dedicated to gwen... muackzzzzzzzzzzz
She made my heart pump like crazy. She look so NICEEEE!!! i ain't kidding.. okok i'm just lost for words lah... dats all... but sigh wowww emm okok woww is not good enough.. emm wooowweeee ? ehhehe
Gwen, if u are reading this, i guess now u are smiling to urself. As i'm typing this, my heart still pumping real fast lor... still can't forget that smile of urs. U know wat Gwen, i think tonight at the wedding, u were the MOST OUTSTANDING one that really caught my eye. u take care now aight.... be good now.. :) hope to talk to u soon.. muackzzzzzzzzz

So many also susah hahah

well, the thing is, why more when u have enough? dats the thing u see, and when u have more, its like too many choices and hahah head go berzerk. hahaha
okok i dun know how to elaborate that also ah ...emmm okok nevermind. hahaha i'm gonna keep u ppl curious as it is... have fun curiousing. hahaha

now, abt Anti Matter Atom.... yes lah, this is a breakthrough. really break the forces of emmm watever its call lah eh. i surf for it already and i think u should too. This Anti Matter thingy is really giving me the creeps. Imagine if it is out of control... foooo human destruction. somehow, i just got this feeling that one fine day, dun know when, it will get out of control thus that will cause the end of the world ( kiamat) .
yesterday my mum lagi got this dream, .. i nthe dream, this guy wakes my mum up and scold her " why the hell are u sleeping?!?! its gonna kiamat soon!!" freaking. astarghfirllah. then again, just be prepared. emm i wonder if that fella, who his name is emm watever lah who predicted the end.. got the same dream.. ok ok freaky.. i'm scaring myself. okok peace for now... more scientific updates in future hahahaha cheerio...

Wat is so GOOD abt a Teddy Bear?

jee, dats the question i've been asking myself for the past dunno how many years. i mean, i just can't understand wat makes it so lovable. Girls seem to go crazy over it ( well most of them i guess). But of cos, wats in their mind is " wah the bear so cute!!"

Well, ppl, today i've gone 1 step higher than that. Instead of saying its CUTE, i will say that its not easy making one.

I went to shop for a teddy bear just now ( and dun ask me why). So, the very first time i went in that shop, i was like, goodness, too many bears!!! (the shop is at Seah Street. At the Raffles Hotel.Sasha's Bear)
When i enter ah, wah the owner super friendly lor. We talk and talk and i just got to know that his shop been there for 12 years now.Thats not all folks, he even tell me how to choose a bear. Today was like shopping cum KNOWLEDGE input day. okok come, i share with u some.

Most of the cuddling bear are made of synthetic wool lor. dats why its freaking smooth and soft. THose slightly rough ones are real leather ones. From the mountain sheep. So dats mostly for decoration lor, and of cost costing a lot more! THen there's the eye. there are so many types of eyes. the real button ones, or the 2 shades eye or the small button type. wah too many lor. and these some which look so black dat it looks beautiful. THen theres' the nose!!! a leather nose, a normal nose, or a sewn on nose(the most expensive cos of its worksmanship) the paw pads also play a role. either leather or normal material.
If u notice, the ass and the paw of the bear got this small beads thingy. dats for the weight of the bear. if not it would be soo light. The most expensive ones are mostly from Merry Thought. THey make the nicest bear and most expensive lor. THere are a few bear which is 100 years old in his shop (which is not for sale) killer!!
And every bear has its own face. hehehe interesting ?? hahaha i know its boring, but ahha it really interest me lor. There are so many things abt bears!!! haaha

okok here comes the better news for today.so i went to the sing post to send the bear off to bla bla bla. then the one attended me at sing post, hahah one hot chick. hahah but she seems very very quiet. freaky. not so the kinda chick she look like. macam MINAH ah, but so quiet. hahah first day maybe ah hahahaha.

okok dats all folks, i write too much today ah . damn hahaha.. okok peace, cheerio, tomolo got work, darn!!!! tatatata

*** check out the bears at www.sashasbears.com

Public APology

Well, this is public. THough only a few that might read it. haha a few is still consider public right? hahaha
sorry for the down quiet mood lately . hahha no idea why, but keeping quiet these days macam emm trend gitu hahahha.. aiyah, no problems one, just that this head macam malas nak berbicara. amacam, malay dah up 2 step. ok apology done, and accepted. hahaha
Then up next, mr kamal bahwan mahtani. old camp mate. one big duey duda. oh ya, almost forgot, his ofice got KAUR!!! HOT KAUR!!! okok shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh only those who know abt my fetish would know wat i'm referring to. hahha
yawnss...... time to sleep lor. bloody not enough sleep lor haha
ok peace cheerio

Embarrassement

well, firstly, damn why me? haahhaha kena invited on stage at indo chine... first hit was knocking on the heaven's door. ok that went fine..... but hotel california haha solo wasa a disaster.. paiseh paiseh.... luckily no one throw tomato. hahah but its a good experience. lolz....then again, okok now i'm looking forward to go there.. thsi time i will be more prepared. haha. time for the practice room. no lunch and dinner. okok still can masturbate in the room, not too bad hahahaha eeeeeeeew i'm sick hahah cheerio peace

yes lah...My Myung is in TOWN

well well.... the day has come true. never thought it would.... JOHN MYUNG IS HERE!!! n i shook hands with him, and got a pic with him hahahhaa yes yes.... the first bass idol dat i had.. well well, looks like i've met with most of my idol. john myung, billy sheehan, akira jimbo, yngwie malmsteen.... hahha damn, still got mike portnoy who i have not met. oh ya, i saw dave weckl too already hahaha so not too bad hahha ... okok peace cheerio
img src="http://www.example.com/ImMyung.jpg

okok ppl complication

haha the past few days has been really complicated for me and my buddies. got one want to chase the girl but not knowing if she's atached.... got one more pulak dun know wat the girl wants... got one pulak, going to every girl he can find..... and me ..msg the girl but not geting a reply... hahha ..
is this vibe?
well, we buddie are so connected man,.......when 1 gets into a complication, all gets into 1... but when its free and easy, all so senang.... we are destined... fatedd.....
yes lah, i've found my life partners!!! norman, imran and nazri.... yes lah hahaha
ookokok dat sounds gayish (and i bet aida likes this ) hahahhaha

okok peacee pepss..

1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+5

damnn u plus everything up there, wat u get? damn it .. my age tomorrow hahahahha
okok i will update thsi blog early for today, cos i'm going to grow old tomorrow.... sigh, 24 years has pass lor... then again, still love life like crap hahahha can cna no problem one... i still got 35 to look upon. hahahha
okok thanks to everyone who have msg me, or forgot to msg me or watever there is .... then again.... hahah can lah hahaha okok i'm crapping now lor.....
okok PEACEEEE

Whoopidooo ( ok ok this has no meaning)

okok time to update u folks out there.... emm let me see ah.... well, i got BUBBLE last week. okok dats not too bad hahaha okok dats bad enough to put me thru a bad mood swing for 2 days. okok but i'm ok now...
emm watelse ah, emm chey nothing lor, seems normal...but hor, would relaly wanna get that sms lor.
well no new buys so far. oh ya, gotm yself a burberry perfume BRIT. emm macam not strong, but nice emm damn hahahha can lah, paid for already haha.
okok i think thats all lor, ya hor, chinese new year also ard the corner, then hor i'm working that day. haha crap but ok lah, can earn more hahha .. okok folks till i update again,
PEACEEE

di mana dia, anak kambing saya

aiyoh aiyoh... its been 3 days already lor.. emm mana dia ah.... haven't msg me also, msg her also never reply. lolzz... emm pre paid card used up? well i'll look at the bright side then.. okok prepaid card used up.. prepaid card usedd up...PRE PAID CARD USED UP!haaha..... okok i know u 2 are gonna screw me on this one, but at least i only msg her once yesterday and not today. aahahahaha
okok gonna head the bed now, last night not enough ah... bloody not enough, damn... NOT ENOUGH SLEEP haahhaah.

OK peaceee ppls

THe date

well well well..... i have broken my 1 year stint of not dating.yes yes , nurul ain is the girl for yesterday i mean. hahaha . jia lat u know, she's like the niece of my co worker. kinky? ahahahah SHUT UP, this is PURE ok.... no touch touch.. no nothing, got 'curfew' at 11, and at 10.58pm i am already at her door saying goodbye to her.
well let me describe her, although u 2 would know already, she's sweet lor, her smile very rich. dats all i can say. speaks firmly and her jokes ah , wakauz, just like her auntie... haha
but can lah, she's ok for a 19 year old girl. then again, i must not push it right, accordings to my CONFIDANTES. hahahah okok i hear u guys, dun worry, today i only msg her 1 time only u know.
okok now its the time to dream of her, so i'll leave u guys guessing lor.. hahha no wet dreams ok...
okok peacee, this time maybe i'll have more things to update hahaha okok peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Virul Emission Detected.... AHHHH CHooooooooo

adoiiiiii sick sick sick, jee, cough cough cough,,, jee , meleleh meleleh meleleh eeeeeeeeee okok dats how i describe myself now. a lot of adjective right? emm i think more of a verb.. emm entah lah, ANYWAY, okok gerek gerek things going fine for me. THanks to those avid readers who are dying to read my next posting. hahhahaha well here it is.
okok today got date.. emm secret lor, so if u wanna know, then wait until i come online then ask me lor. hahhaa
Bloody hell ah that citibank officer, i already tell her i'll be paying by 31, then she told me by 20, wakauzzz, lucky she call me first b4 charging me interest. good good, i think i should describe her as being very understanding lor. hehehhe...
okok peeps, dats all for now, and emm remember hor, my date today hahhaha will keep u ppl inform.

lolzzz i can see aida wrenching her fist now andsaying " Eh burger, so difficult to tell us who she is ah? chey!! "

and i bet norman would be saying " eh siapa dok? baik? enjoy enjoy !"

somehow, i can read their mind.... sigh... its hard to have the 7th sense.... by the way the 6th sense is the ability to think sexily. so i'm a little ahead with the 7th one. hahahhahaha okok peaceeeeeee peeps

yes lahh i've done my duty!!!

yes yes duty done.... wat a relieve.. pheww.... well jsut in case u thinking wat kiinda duty, its IPPT...hahhahaha....
i must say yishun safra is really nice....(dats where i took my IPPT)
okok to tell u how unFIT i am, here are the results
sit up = 31
standing broad jump = 203
pull up = 14 - 14 = 0
shuttle run = 11 flat!!!
2.4 run = 18.53 (cool for someone who hadn't run for 2 years)
hahahaha okok so i fail... well i rather fail then pay that 50bucks for not going hahaha
ok lah, macam tired tonight wanna update this thingy...
emmm oh ya !!! HAIR HAIR HAIR... dat is the keyword for today.
WHY??? cos in the train just now this girl ah. fooooooooooo tall, slender and with GOOD HAIR!!!! goodness okok i can't say no more, it reminds me too much of her.. hahah okok till i write again
PEACEEEEE

The number 12

ppl from the floor...... do u know wats so special abt size 12? well apparently thats my slipper size and god damn it i can't find my size here!!! wat the hell man.....so prejudice is it not having size 12... walau, spend the whole day at orchard just now only to come home empty handed... damn feet ahaahhahaha emmm let me think of another source..... well anyone who got lobang, just comment me ah.. okok peace hehehe thankss ah

A discovery

AHh i was going thru these bunch of friendster thingy.all my frens and all and all the testimonial they get... and there is a similarity. emm...look at this and think.......
strangers(who are girls) would reciprocate to guys who are good looking!! hahaha okok nothing new, but i just want to bring this up. cos i've been trying to msg some ppl (not that i'm desperate) but not a single reply ...haha of cos the ones that mostly reply are boys. so somehow i think putting a pic in any of those webby thingy is a minus point. or better put in someone else pic and see if it works...... okok any one to do that? or anyone with good looking male pics, do send them to my mail, cos i wanan try out this test.... ultimately i know the answer already, but i just wanan try for the sake of trying.... hahhaahha okok best best a good day ahead.

when will i buy my slippers... emm why the hell are all the slipper size ends at size 10??
they know there are so many big feet in singapore and still they dun want to order a 12 or 13..bloody hell lah... look, ppl in the past are all big feeter wat... why the hell they want to make small slipper now for?? well, here it is again, a proven fact, big ppl are a disadvantage, whether u like it or not... even in mrt, no one sits beside u ok... its cramp... i have exprience that since a few mths ago, i end up sitting in the middle alone..... yes, the gap is nice, more space, but dun u think it looks weird?!??!fucking hell... hahahha

ya ya ya i know , loose some weight.... emm but why the hell should i do that for? so dat i can sit with others? so that i can have an easy time finding clothes to wear or slipper? so dat girls would reply to my msgs? hahahahha DREAM ON!!!!ALL I KNOW IS THAT I RAWK ON STAGE! signed, sealed and delivered... i rest my case..... phew.. why am i angsty today? i have no idea... so just live with it aight

Till i write again, cheerio peace!!!

greetings

its a cool saturday afternoon and i'm just geting ready for my gig later at ngee ann. nothing much to expect, maybe girls. lol

ANyway.... the decisive day seems to leave me in a dilemma. yesterday she msg me from her frens place telling me her pc has been taken away. and that she is sorry. and she even told me she wish to talk to me soon. WATS UP!!! NORMAN & AIDA!!!! wats all this.....?!?!?! ni otak yg lemah di jap lagi nak meletup lah ni.........but horr.... ada blessing
now that i dun have to wait every night for her,... its evenbetter cos, it would be like a random msg thingy. then maybe this time i can really see if its LOVE that she feel..... i'll jsut wait for more msg from her.... who knows, 12 msg a year, once a mth.... hahahha
okok i'm getting ready now, shuckss wat color to wear... pink or purple? aida, ur fashion style kan, so tell me, pink or purple.....(wat i meant was underwear, then again, who would wanna see hahahaha)
ok pplsss... cheerio.......peaceee

this is it

norman once told me abt a day that is called the decision day, the ultimate day. i never thought i would have to face it. I WAS WRONG. tomorrow is the decision day for me. its gonna break my heart in two. i just hope she will be here tonight to spend the remaining time we could have together. its a luxury i hope i can experience.
18mths is not a short time. its full of UPS and DOWNS.SWEET and SORROW. and all the opposites that anyone can think of.
i'm trying to hold on.as a guy i can't submit myself to these kinda situation. its really up to her.
SAD SAD SAD SAD.... wat a sad day. something bad to start the new year with. god knows

this is the saddest msg i'm ever gonna type....i can't say peace cos i'm not in peace now, this heart is pumping like a ferrari engine. i'll just end like this

..........................................love u baby. love u a lot. :(

2005

well, so far so good... nothing much happening since the last 5days. pretty normal. or em boring? hahahha i dun know lah ah, still too early to say. i wonder wats in store for me this year...there's bound to be something weird, funny, sad, happening stuff....just waiting for the time je.. okok nothing much to write, so this is an early PEACE from me... hehhe till something happen...

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning.

Mirror mirror on the wall.......pls do reflect wat i've done in the past year and many more....

WHAM!!!! ouch.. many many bad things leh, but also many many good things!!! so, its even.. LOL

firstly, thanks to all the close frens that has been there...Imran,nazri,norman.....and the cyber mates, zalifah,aida......and the band, yazzit,is,mang,harmi,ezal,munah, maz....

firstly, the most memoriable event that happen is the Asian Beat Competition. Of all dreams that i thought would be impossible became a reality.After clinching the 1st prize in Singapore, we represented SINGAPORE to compete against other Asia winners in Taiwan. To our surprise, we even won it in Taiwan!!! not only that, we got to meet in person Mr Billy Sheehan (bassist) and Mr Akira Jimbo(drummer). These are 2 icons of the music scene.
Never thought i would be playing the drums eventually? Well, thanks to Enigmatic and PMS, i DID!!! The supports from frens have really touched me. Although i didn't achieve something that i want from all these, but i know that moi friends have always consider me "ICHIBAN"

And for love life sake... emm well...haha i dun know how to say this, but Andreea has been there.Maybe she just dun know how to do things, but i know she meant well. A very Rocky situation this year, but wat the hell, its already 18mths... dats my longest relationship so far (bloody hell, with a local it took me 16 mths. hahah IRONIC) She is the one person that has made me love like i've never felt b4.THough is totally cyber shit , but i guess we connect thru the cyber world, jee how i wish it was more.then again , Te Iubesc Ingeras (that means I love u little angel; so now u guys know wat the blog address means)

Talking abt love life, not all are lucky. even my buddies are going thru a tough time...imran, nazri and norman. but i must say, norman's case is the most heart breaking. Bro, its time for moving on.dun look back in anger but take it as a lesson learn.u can't reach the top if u dun step on the stones.We are always here with u.

As for zalifah, hehhee she is my so called wife on the net hahahha...we are always toking nonsense and suddenly out of nowhere, we end up calling each other like husband and wife and guess wat, i've known her for 4 years already and i've never meet her b4!!! well all the best for ur future Ifah..... hehehe nanti abang masuk minang next year eh.... LOL

Aida.... hahha okok i can just laugh at this girl....She is an animaniac sotz machine... i won't say she is more sotz than me, but she is getting there.she is too energetic ah...and she always act garang leh, but there were a few occasion that i saw her real self...her inner feelings, her weak side....aida... dun be a heroin ok...u ah, act act only ..dun be so bad to ur bf ok.... :) great fren to have and of cos a great fren to tok cock with... its absolute craziness!!!!

yazzit and gang.. well they are the pillars of ENIGMATIC.we've come a long way in such a short time. From FUNK, we've moved on to Progressive...well.. emm hahaa a big transition, and i'm not kidding abt it....it still rings in my head how i did the stick tap just to help them to count ODD timing. Enigmatician...we wil conquor one day i hope. May the force be with US \m/ rock on!!!

As for myself...its a time to change. time to free myself from the illusions of life and get real.i'm trying and i hope HE will help me. Amin

Ahhhhhhhhh eh its 2005!!! okok gerekk... now back to my sotz mood now after that few paragraph of Emo thingy. oh ya hor, must be good boy leh.... ahh okok chill hahaha.... tomolo got gig leh at substation....very memoriable... cos it was with Zero Sequence that i start the music world, and substation was the first place i played at with them....certainly brought back memories...okok must do well leh tomolo... well not only that, next week at Ngee Ann... hhaa old school!!!! okok time to bur nthe house down and bring up the FIRE WITHIN....

TO all buddies and frens... HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MAY UR DREAMS COME TRUE!!! peace