Thursday, January 06, 2005

this is it

norman once told me abt a day that is called the decision day, the ultimate day. i never thought i would have to face it. I WAS WRONG. tomorrow is the decision day for me. its gonna break my heart in two. i just hope she will be here tonight to spend the remaining time we could have together. its a luxury i hope i can experience.
18mths is not a short time. its full of UPS and DOWNS.SWEET and SORROW. and all the opposites that anyone can think of.
i'm trying to hold on.as a guy i can't submit myself to these kinda situation. its really up to her.
SAD SAD SAD SAD.... wat a sad day. something bad to start the new year with. god knows

this is the saddest msg i'm ever gonna type....i can't say peace cos i'm not in peace now, this heart is pumping like a ferrari engine. i'll just end like this

..........................................love u baby. love u a lot. :(

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