di mana dia, anak kambing saya

aiyoh aiyoh... its been 3 days already lor.. emm mana dia ah.... haven't msg me also, msg her also never reply. lolzz... emm pre paid card used up? well i'll look at the bright side then.. okok prepaid card used up.. prepaid card usedd up...PRE PAID CARD USED UP!haaha..... okok i know u 2 are gonna screw me on this one, but at least i only msg her once yesterday and not today. aahahahaha
okok gonna head the bed now, last night not enough ah... bloody not enough, damn... NOT ENOUGH SLEEP haahhaah.

OK peaceee ppls

THe date

well well well..... i have broken my 1 year stint of not dating.yes yes , nurul ain is the girl for yesterday i mean. hahaha . jia lat u know, she's like the niece of my co worker. kinky? ahahahah SHUT UP, this is PURE ok.... no touch touch.. no nothing, got 'curfew' at 11, and at 10.58pm i am already at her door saying goodbye to her.
well let me describe her, although u 2 would know already, she's sweet lor, her smile very rich. dats all i can say. speaks firmly and her jokes ah , wakauz, just like her auntie... haha
but can lah, she's ok for a 19 year old girl. then again, i must not push it right, accordings to my CONFIDANTES. hahahah okok i hear u guys, dun worry, today i only msg her 1 time only u know.
okok now its the time to dream of her, so i'll leave u guys guessing lor.. hahha no wet dreams ok...
okok peacee, this time maybe i'll have more things to update hahaha okok peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Virul Emission Detected.... AHHHH CHooooooooo

adoiiiiii sick sick sick, jee, cough cough cough,,, jee , meleleh meleleh meleleh eeeeeeeeee okok dats how i describe myself now. a lot of adjective right? emm i think more of a verb.. emm entah lah, ANYWAY, okok gerek gerek things going fine for me. THanks to those avid readers who are dying to read my next posting. hahhahaha well here it is.
okok today got date.. emm secret lor, so if u wanna know, then wait until i come online then ask me lor. hahhaa
Bloody hell ah that citibank officer, i already tell her i'll be paying by 31, then she told me by 20, wakauzzz, lucky she call me first b4 charging me interest. good good, i think i should describe her as being very understanding lor. hehehhe...
okok peeps, dats all for now, and emm remember hor, my date today hahhaha will keep u ppl inform.

lolzzz i can see aida wrenching her fist now andsaying " Eh burger, so difficult to tell us who she is ah? chey!! "

and i bet norman would be saying " eh siapa dok? baik? enjoy enjoy !"

somehow, i can read their mind.... sigh... its hard to have the 7th sense.... by the way the 6th sense is the ability to think sexily. so i'm a little ahead with the 7th one. hahahhahaha okok peaceeeeeee peeps

yes lahh i've done my duty!!!

yes yes duty done.... wat a relieve.. pheww.... well jsut in case u thinking wat kiinda duty, its IPPT...hahhahaha....
i must say yishun safra is really nice....(dats where i took my IPPT)
okok to tell u how unFIT i am, here are the results
sit up = 31
standing broad jump = 203
pull up = 14 - 14 = 0
shuttle run = 11 flat!!!
2.4 run = 18.53 (cool for someone who hadn't run for 2 years)
hahahaha okok so i fail... well i rather fail then pay that 50bucks for not going hahaha
ok lah, macam tired tonight wanna update this thingy...
emmm oh ya !!! HAIR HAIR HAIR... dat is the keyword for today.
WHY??? cos in the train just now this girl ah. fooooooooooo tall, slender and with GOOD HAIR!!!! goodness okok i can't say no more, it reminds me too much of her.. hahah okok till i write again
PEACEEEEE

The number 12

ppl from the floor...... do u know wats so special abt size 12? well apparently thats my slipper size and god damn it i can't find my size here!!! wat the hell man.....so prejudice is it not having size 12... walau, spend the whole day at orchard just now only to come home empty handed... damn feet ahaahhahaha emmm let me think of another source..... well anyone who got lobang, just comment me ah.. okok peace hehehe thankss ah

A discovery

AHh i was going thru these bunch of friendster thingy.all my frens and all and all the testimonial they get... and there is a similarity. emm...look at this and think.......
strangers(who are girls) would reciprocate to guys who are good looking!! hahaha okok nothing new, but i just want to bring this up. cos i've been trying to msg some ppl (not that i'm desperate) but not a single reply ...haha of cos the ones that mostly reply are boys. so somehow i think putting a pic in any of those webby thingy is a minus point. or better put in someone else pic and see if it works...... okok any one to do that? or anyone with good looking male pics, do send them to my mail, cos i wanan try out this test.... ultimately i know the answer already, but i just wanan try for the sake of trying.... hahhaahha okok best best a good day ahead.

when will i buy my slippers... emm why the hell are all the slipper size ends at size 10??
they know there are so many big feet in singapore and still they dun want to order a 12 or 13..bloody hell lah... look, ppl in the past are all big feeter wat... why the hell they want to make small slipper now for?? well, here it is again, a proven fact, big ppl are a disadvantage, whether u like it or not... even in mrt, no one sits beside u ok... its cramp... i have exprience that since a few mths ago, i end up sitting in the middle alone..... yes, the gap is nice, more space, but dun u think it looks weird?!??!fucking hell... hahahha

ya ya ya i know , loose some weight.... emm but why the hell should i do that for? so dat i can sit with others? so that i can have an easy time finding clothes to wear or slipper? so dat girls would reply to my msgs? hahahahha DREAM ON!!!!ALL I KNOW IS THAT I RAWK ON STAGE! signed, sealed and delivered... i rest my case..... phew.. why am i angsty today? i have no idea... so just live with it aight

Till i write again, cheerio peace!!!

greetings

its a cool saturday afternoon and i'm just geting ready for my gig later at ngee ann. nothing much to expect, maybe girls. lol

ANyway.... the decisive day seems to leave me in a dilemma. yesterday she msg me from her frens place telling me her pc has been taken away. and that she is sorry. and she even told me she wish to talk to me soon. WATS UP!!! NORMAN & AIDA!!!! wats all this.....?!?!?! ni otak yg lemah di jap lagi nak meletup lah ni.........but horr.... ada blessing
now that i dun have to wait every night for her,... its evenbetter cos, it would be like a random msg thingy. then maybe this time i can really see if its LOVE that she feel..... i'll jsut wait for more msg from her.... who knows, 12 msg a year, once a mth.... hahahha
okok i'm getting ready now, shuckss wat color to wear... pink or purple? aida, ur fashion style kan, so tell me, pink or purple.....(wat i meant was underwear, then again, who would wanna see hahahaha)
ok pplsss... cheerio.......peaceee

this is it

norman once told me abt a day that is called the decision day, the ultimate day. i never thought i would have to face it. I WAS WRONG. tomorrow is the decision day for me. its gonna break my heart in two. i just hope she will be here tonight to spend the remaining time we could have together. its a luxury i hope i can experience.
18mths is not a short time. its full of UPS and DOWNS.SWEET and SORROW. and all the opposites that anyone can think of.
i'm trying to hold on.as a guy i can't submit myself to these kinda situation. its really up to her.
SAD SAD SAD SAD.... wat a sad day. something bad to start the new year with. god knows

this is the saddest msg i'm ever gonna type....i can't say peace cos i'm not in peace now, this heart is pumping like a ferrari engine. i'll just end like this

..........................................love u baby. love u a lot. :(

2005

well, so far so good... nothing much happening since the last 5days. pretty normal. or em boring? hahahha i dun know lah ah, still too early to say. i wonder wats in store for me this year...there's bound to be something weird, funny, sad, happening stuff....just waiting for the time je.. okok nothing much to write, so this is an early PEACE from me... hehhe till something happen...

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning.

Mirror mirror on the wall.......pls do reflect wat i've done in the past year and many more....

WHAM!!!! ouch.. many many bad things leh, but also many many good things!!! so, its even.. LOL

firstly, thanks to all the close frens that has been there...Imran,nazri,norman.....and the cyber mates, zalifah,aida......and the band, yazzit,is,mang,harmi,ezal,munah, maz....

firstly, the most memoriable event that happen is the Asian Beat Competition. Of all dreams that i thought would be impossible became a reality.After clinching the 1st prize in Singapore, we represented SINGAPORE to compete against other Asia winners in Taiwan. To our surprise, we even won it in Taiwan!!! not only that, we got to meet in person Mr Billy Sheehan (bassist) and Mr Akira Jimbo(drummer). These are 2 icons of the music scene.
Never thought i would be playing the drums eventually? Well, thanks to Enigmatic and PMS, i DID!!! The supports from frens have really touched me. Although i didn't achieve something that i want from all these, but i know that moi friends have always consider me "ICHIBAN"

And for love life sake... emm well...haha i dun know how to say this, but Andreea has been there.Maybe she just dun know how to do things, but i know she meant well. A very Rocky situation this year, but wat the hell, its already 18mths... dats my longest relationship so far (bloody hell, with a local it took me 16 mths. hahah IRONIC) She is the one person that has made me love like i've never felt b4.THough is totally cyber shit , but i guess we connect thru the cyber world, jee how i wish it was more.then again , Te Iubesc Ingeras (that means I love u little angel; so now u guys know wat the blog address means)

Talking abt love life, not all are lucky. even my buddies are going thru a tough time...imran, nazri and norman. but i must say, norman's case is the most heart breaking. Bro, its time for moving on.dun look back in anger but take it as a lesson learn.u can't reach the top if u dun step on the stones.We are always here with u.

As for zalifah, hehhee she is my so called wife on the net hahahha...we are always toking nonsense and suddenly out of nowhere, we end up calling each other like husband and wife and guess wat, i've known her for 4 years already and i've never meet her b4!!! well all the best for ur future Ifah..... hehehe nanti abang masuk minang next year eh.... LOL

Aida.... hahha okok i can just laugh at this girl....She is an animaniac sotz machine... i won't say she is more sotz than me, but she is getting there.she is too energetic ah...and she always act garang leh, but there were a few occasion that i saw her real self...her inner feelings, her weak side....aida... dun be a heroin ok...u ah, act act only ..dun be so bad to ur bf ok.... :) great fren to have and of cos a great fren to tok cock with... its absolute craziness!!!!

yazzit and gang.. well they are the pillars of ENIGMATIC.we've come a long way in such a short time. From FUNK, we've moved on to Progressive...well.. emm hahaa a big transition, and i'm not kidding abt it....it still rings in my head how i did the stick tap just to help them to count ODD timing. Enigmatician...we wil conquor one day i hope. May the force be with US \m/ rock on!!!

As for myself...its a time to change. time to free myself from the illusions of life and get real.i'm trying and i hope HE will help me. Amin

Ahhhhhhhhh eh its 2005!!! okok gerekk... now back to my sotz mood now after that few paragraph of Emo thingy. oh ya hor, must be good boy leh.... ahh okok chill hahaha.... tomolo got gig leh at substation....very memoriable... cos it was with Zero Sequence that i start the music world, and substation was the first place i played at with them....certainly brought back memories...okok must do well leh tomolo... well not only that, next week at Ngee Ann... hhaa old school!!!! okok time to bur nthe house down and bring up the FIRE WITHIN....

TO all buddies and frens... HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MAY UR DREAMS COME TRUE!!! peace