Sunday, December 17, 2006

Missing U

missing and loving u always


















Mak

Saturday, September 02, 2006

10th August

This is something that happen back then......

Was at work and suddenly i got a msg from a mate...
it goes something like this

"heard some bus got hit at lakeside.Juzt asking u ok anot"

and i answered i'm at work liao....
and the reply was

"great that u r fine. Im @ peace. hrehre take care den"


Very sweet of u to be sooooo err sweet!

Thank u R1....AKA sotz.... AKA trans.... AKA Champion. :)

Monday, July 24, 2006

The After Effect

If i was walking in front of someone, i would try to refrain from smoking...
And even if i was smoking b4 that someone comes walking behind me, i would kindly try to blow the smoke towards the wind direction... to avoid the smoke from travelling backwards.

If there was a family with kids... i would try not to smoke...Well common sense says it lah.. i mean, there are kids...try not to let them breath the bad air.

All these has change...

I wouldn't care if there was anyone around me.. i would just blow in any direction that i wish...

Kids? emm well, they are way to short to smell my smoke. I'm up there... and so, i would just go on smoking... maybe it will do some shit to their parents...

All this because i can't smoke freely at the coffeeshop...
Not only they raise the price....but now they are allocating where should and should not smoke.
I can't belief KFC has no smoking point...

Things that i notice...

Coffeshop are not as crowded as how it use to be... it looses that touch. The estate looks dead without the old mans laughing and smoking whole day long.

NON SMOKERS sitting at smoker's table.. just because they can't get a seat....
Not only they kill the place by supporting the rule, but they are also taking up our space...
And in the end,we smokers have to sit at some weird corners just to get a puff...Now smokers have become the street ppl... smoking along the street instead of chill places like a coffeshop...Do we look like a diesease to u and that u have to take that freedom away from us.... we are paying for those ciggies.... and the tax that we pay might be generated into some shit that u always use. TO UR CONVINIENCE at the EXPENSE of US SMOKERS...

U would never know that the hospital bed that u are sleeping on one day was being paid by some 50 smokers... U sleep and we pay for the bed? On top of that , u still have to pay.. boy.. wake up
The school ur kid is in now... emm all TAXES lah!! come on lah, No ciggie tax and other taxes, no school..
no school means no education...
no education means no clever kids
no clever kids means no future
no future means u are so stuck
u are so stuck means its better off dieing then seeing ur kid become a hopeless,slow,no job, no future man/woman


U come eating at the coffeshop and leave 20 mins later...
we sit at the coffeeshop for HOURS mind u........................

u have just turn the table by putting us, the great spenders at coffeeshop to just sit there for less than a few minutes and leave for a puff

SO hawkers, u know who to blame...


On top of all these.... i just ask for one thing.......If u dun smoke.... then DUN SIT AT OUR TABLE!!!

IF U DUN LIKE OUR SMOKE, THEN LEAVE


DUN THINK THAT 20% OF AN AREA CAN'T PRODUCE ENOUGH SMOKE TO PISS U OFF...COS IF WE WANT TO DO THAT...ITS AS SIMPLE AS A B C



I'm not angry with the new legislative decision.... but pls non smokers.... we are not animal.. we are human... u cage us to 20% of an area... or even worst.. not even giving us a place.

So if u care.... just leave us alone and we'll leave u alone... 20% is small, but we dun mind. So STOP SITTING AT OUR TABLES!

The After Effect

If i was walking in front of someone, i would try to refrain from smoking...
And even if i was smoking b4 that someone comes walking behind me, i would kindly try to blow the smoke towards the wind direction... to avoid the smoke from travelling backwards.

If there was a family with kids... i would try not to smoke...Well common sense says it lah.. i mean, there are kids...try not to let them breath the bad air.

All these has change...

I wouldn't care if there was anyone around me.. i would just blow in any direction that i wish...

Kids? emm well, they are way to short to smell my smoke. I'm up there... and so, i would just go on smoking... maybe it will do some shit to their parents...

All this because i can't smoke freely at the coffeeshop...
Not only they raise the price....but now they are allocating where should and should not smoke.
I can't belief KFC has no smoking point...

Things that i notice...

Coffeshop are not as crowded as how it use to be... it looses that touch. The estate looks dead without the old mans laughing and smoking whole day long.

NON SMOKERS sitting at smoker's table.. just because they can't get a seat....
Not only they kill the place by supporting the rule, but they are also taking up our space...
And in the end,we smokers have to sit at some weird corners just to get a puff...Now smokers have become the street ppl... smoking along the street instead of chill places like a coffeshop...Do we look like a diesease to u and that u have to take that freedom away from us.... we are paying for those ciggies.... and the tax that we pay might be generated into some shit that u always use. TO UR CONVINIENCE at the EXPENSE of US SMOKERS...

U would never know that the hospital bed that u are sleeping on one day was being paid by some 50 smokers... U sleep and we pay for the bed? On top of that , u still have to pay.. boy.. wake up
The school ur kid is in now... emm all TAXES lah!! come on lah, No ciggie tax and other taxes, no school..
no school means no education...
no education means no clever kids
no clever kids means no future
no future means u are so stuck
u are so stuck means its better off dieing then seeing ur kid become a hopeless,slow,no job, no future man/woman


U come eating at the coffeshop and leave 20 mins later...
we sit at the coffeeshop for HOURS mind u........................

u have just turn the table by putting us, the great spenders at coffeeshop to just sit there for less than a few minutes and leave for a puff

SO hawkers, u know who to blame...


On top of all these.... i just ask for one thing.......If u dun smoke.... then DUN SIT AT OUR TABLE!!!

IF U DUN LIKE OUR SMOKE, THEN LEAVE


DUN THINK THAT 20% OF AN AREA CAN'T PRODUCE ENOUGH SMOKE TO PISS U OFF...COS IF WE WANT TO DO THAT...ITS AS SIMPLE AS A B C



I'm not angry with the new legislative decision.... but pls non smokers.... we are not animal.. we are human... u cage us to 20% of an area... or even worst.. not even giving us a place.

So if u care.... just leave us alone and we'll leave u alone... 20% is small, but we dun mind. So STOP SITTING AT OUR TABLES!

Sunday, July 09, 2006

R1!!!

u're back? have u touch down?? err not touch down under ok!!!
lolz....
R1!!! i'm in that mood again!! how how????!!!??!!!
it just simply won't leave my mind.....it must have accumulated.....

hear from u soon R1

Cheerio

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Nice

Its been a great weekend...spending time with the family at fort canning...doing that THANG... bla bla bla bla bla bla... the set went nice, the pinays R NICE and finally its the end of the cruel intense adrenalin rush that is built up for weeks.
Rock D Fort is a success to me (even though there ain't much ppl there)
We touch the hearts of some...and we definitely feel good.
Finger is doing fine ... just waiting for the nail to drop off..

And for the first time ever, i felt something that i have never imagine i would.
A song written for me....Although its only in the verses, it really touches the heart...
Ahhhhh so this is how it feels eh.. lolz.... ok ok getting use to it now.
Thanks M* * *

Let me see wat else.... emm oh ya, next is barnone again.. jee its almost a year since we played there. Well, looks like another adrenalin running season again... pheww!

Oh ya..... i just got myself an I Pod Vid!!! hahaha smashingly nice!!! well at least now i dun need to worry abt my phone battery running out due to listen to the songs THRU my phone. kwangg kwangg kwangggg

This is the start of a new week...Gonna have to snapped out of this errr DREAM i'm in for the past weeks. My mate R1 is missing me already!!! yes yes i miss u too R1!!! dun worry, although i'm not here, or not smsing... i am thinking of u :)

now let me see...........ok seen enough
hahaha
ok lah malas nak type lagi

cheerio!!!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

I'm tricked and a little slow

Immortality.....defined as err not dying? living forever?

How abt living in another body? Possession of the soul?

No....more like intruding of Nature...

BUT

What if u are reborn each time u die? I am speaking of this Literally

WHen u die, ur DNA is taken and transfered to an embryo of another living woman... and 9 mths later, u are reborn again... AND the geez is.... u still have the memory of ur past life...
I guess dats the most INTELLIGENT idea that i've come across...

Familiar??? ok.. no prize for he / she who can tell me which movie that came from....

P.S. i was so tricked!all i wanted was X-men and they gave me this movie.....


CHeerio

Monday, May 22, 2006

Monday, May 08, 2006

Ka mustaka maganda

She's leaving pretty soon.... :(

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Italianooo

I could see how happy his face was. Gosh.. his eyes were glimming.Hasn't seen her in ages i guess. And there she was on the screen.. and he went like ...ahhhhawwwwwww oooooohhhhhhhh.
THey caught up, exchange a lot of smiles!!! i knew how happy he was...could even see a tear in his eyes....and i could see how he just gaze on her while she gaze on him. it took them sometime b4 something was typed out.It was just his way to end the night.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Simply Amazing...

woahh.... our video is on Utube... now who the hell posted that!?!?!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=6xYQMeBrjYg

Monday, April 24, 2006

Its her again

Just the other night...the same thing happen just as i turn on the radio...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Untitled

Have not been writing for sometime now.....
Been slacking mostly... more on the slack to get busy kinda thing.

Not much time left to do UNconstructional stuff.
i've already been commisioned in both fields.Ok, now that is stressing...lolz...but yakin

been spending friday nights at barce..doing a bit here and there.well music never fail to get the better of me.
work is fine..nothing much... oh ya, just got my 3 year service certificate yesterday...jee dats fast.

and ppl have been contacting me... even someone who has been quiet for mths... yeah
at least the link is still there... sweet of them.. thanks.


brothers also doing well....i wud say all four are considered working liao... how time flies.
1 curing ppl, 1 diving, another write abt ppl or place or things or watever... haha and me? i'm a slacker.....wonder where the diver go

shidah is happy with her life... and well hoping to continue her studies
. well that ought to make her happy..goal of the century? lolz.... well all the best girl

i left youth wreck... due to some errr i dun know wat... but well i'm off for good..... Grundge!

ZS settled the songs for the first compilation recording.... now its time to head for the studios again... damn, i hate the piercing silence in that room.

da jie...be strong ya! hugs

maz..... smile always ok

dinah.... jgn salah ajar budak budak tu

zit.. love u bro


i just feel like writing today..... ok lah.. i think dats all..... there's die hard on tv... go watch it now!!! yes i mean now!!! ok shooh go!!!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

What The Fuck!?!?

Why the hell do u have to test ???

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Question Mould Gold....

U've seen HIS name everywhere especially at various mrt station. He seems to be famous among the guys...
Ladies... its time for u to get to know ur man deeper than wat u think u have already have...
so far we have 2 victims... and if there are any other more victim, do share with m
e...
WHO IS THIS JAMES FELLA????

Monday, March 27, 2006

Army Days Reenactment


Been 1 whole week in camp and today is the first day i book out. pheww... can can yakin... tahan only till this friday.
Its a totally dejavu kinda thingy when things happen there. It was exactly like that movie, army days..., there was krishna, malcolm, ahbeng, johari and kenny... lolzzz.... yes yes... it is the same!!! ( of cos me being johari)

Abdul Rahman (aka Mimi) would be kenny. cute fella sia this 'lady' haahahaha. i've seen his photo dressed up as a female,,, woah, i must say... impressive!
Van would be krishna... this one another lepak fella.... always with the brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sound effect. lolz... jee i've got so much to write but the head just dun wanan work now.. so... maybe after i'm done with my ICT, then i'll update more stuff.
"Eh u look like that big malay army days guy" hahhaa dats the kinda comment i got. oh well... not the first. haahaa....wish if my wife could look like annabelle... lolzzz

THe first day was a total culture shock for a moment.I was just lost as to wat to do. But by mid day, things started to fall into place. Oh yes, and the hardcore shit began. Cant remember when was the last time i had to wear that green batik uniform. sheesh....

12 days was short... but seems so long!THe schedule was too cramped!We learn like almost most of the stuff ppl learn in 3 mths in 2 days max! lucky i had a notebook along. and so , i became a journalist... cum reporter...cum gundu.But at the end of it all.... yeah its been fun running ard..jumping, sleeping late, giving late night calls...taking turns to charge the phone, smoking with ah bengs.. working with ah bengs.... they are the best! phewww and of cos... new ppl in life. :) mimi would get my thumbs UP...( not in his ass mind u)

That's my section! the 7 gundus.... okok skip the SC. lolz... the 6 gundus! ok look at them....leaving ur safety into the hands of 6 gundus is just not wat i call SANE. lolz

Alright, this blog will continue next year.

CHeerio

Monday, March 13, 2006

Coincidental?

i have to write this right now.... as it stilll feels fresh.

just mins ago, i got an sms from a fren telling me one of my mum close buddies, who have become like a family passed away.

one think struck my mind right now... and i can't shake it off.

in 1995, 16 december... i came back from malacca... and the next day...17 dec.. my granny passed away

and now... after 11 years not touching malacca....i went there yesterday.... and today... someone within the circle passed away

phew dejavu... its hard to swallow this now
its really really hard for a mother to see off her 3 sons.... :(

Thursday, March 09, 2006

I miss These PPL!!!!


Oh man....didn't know that we were gonna bring it acoustic version.... well yeah we did....
so this is First Priority and Wicked at Barcelona.... only diff is.. me on guitars. lolz..... sweet guys!!!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wreckage

Hearing the stuff he already heard...
The tone of his voice seems disappointed...
Promises that he won't make cos he know he can't keep it for the moment...
I guess its time for u to wake up.

I'm having mix feeling abt it. I have no idea how to say it out...
Its gonna shoot right thru his heart.
I just dun know how to face him and tell him the news....
Not 1..... but the 2 of us. jee... loosing the pillars will ultimately break up the band.
Well... i guess i have to intro some bassist to him to at least do something nice for him.

Its been a terrific journey...
A journey that knows no stop...it goes on and on and on...medals after medal. I guess those things will bring a lot of smile on his face.
Well now its time for u to work ur new band out with normal players.
We got to leave u man... its for ur own good. Things are too easy for u for the moment...
All the best buddy. Till we meet again...


Myung

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Protocols

There are protocols everywhere. AT work, playing games, speaking, chatting, talking, actions, informing.

Its as invisible as air....it comes in different form. Try going to ur boss and say..." hey ur idea just sucks lah...why waste time like that... goodness can't u think?""

OR

"Well, i wouldn't totally agree with your idea. It seems to have its flaws and loop holes. Maybe we can brainstorm on this and get something more out of it"

U insensitively say it out. I hope u think of wat i may feel b4 u say it out the way u did. Cos i dun think the WAY u did it was appropriate. Then again... lolz...its abt ur happiness.

Its just the delivery......dats all

Enjoy

cheerio

There she was....walking thru the MRT door....


I remembered the first time i saw he picture on papers....... she was the first picture to be shown for the competition. That first time i saw her... i knew that she was gonna win. GUT FEELING i guess....

TRUE enough..... after the competition ends, the next day...there she was on the Papers.

SHall i say WE boys were kinda deprieved at that moment in our life... lolz.... so i had many of newspaper cut-outs on her and pasted it on the wall.... in my bunk that is. She is indeed a classic beauty...

Just last saturday i was on the way to the air port... taking a train. I reach City Hall.... and the door open.... i was sittin in a daze in there.... a bit sleepy actually. Then a girl walked in....this tall girl... blonde hair.... and i just look at her face. Jeee she sure do look familiar......i tried to recall......
I have never seen her live b4... so its gonna be hard to distinguished. And when the fluid reach its destination.... i was like..... Wahhh.... at long last.... i see her OUT OF A PICTURE..... there she was... in front of my eyes.

Her facial features are nice! That nose is really something. THat blonde hair have to go though.... but still.... she looks like how i would imagine her in the pic. Now... dats 5 years after the whole deprieved shit...she was in green.Holding to a white nokia phone. Carrying a brown bag, wearing white sandals. :) its not like i'm star struck..... but its something that i never imagine that would happen.

SHe definitely made the day... :)

M.D


CHeerio

hahahaha

ok now its phill collins....
lolz....

so take a look at me now, well its just an empty space...............bla bla bla.....thats just wat i got to face...



turn ard see me ...........
there's so much i .................... so many reasons why.

theres nothing ...... to remind .... just a .................. of .....................


english lesson..... haha fill in the blanks. lolzzzz

emmmmmmmmm

Bryan Adams now on radio....

Selena

She just appeared on radio 5 mins ago :)

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

This came late....but Its still fresh




These are the ppl i spend my valentines with. Been doing that for the past 3 years.
Its our anniversary anyway... so ya. Loving ppl.... funny... crazy... and my DRUM AND BASS combination cannot be broken in anyway. charades was fun... :) love u guys

So What....







This is gonna be a negative entry.

I do not like the way u run things. Ur discipline is obviously 1/10.
There is no sense of urgency at all. U pissed me off from the very first day.

THen it came the day.... sound check went fine...
BUT.... the next very day... it SUCKS big time. I can't hear myself.... and wat the hell was the bass tech doing?!?!?!
I went off stage with a very big frown.....rather than a sign of relieve...

I wouldn't say i'm happy getting that placing... or i would say that i'm unhappy abt it.
X tech should have taken our place instead. Could see their faces....ok its just hard to describe.
But i think they did better than us.

I'm glad n touched on some other things though... the support i get from the 'family'
Maz, Phyllis and Aisyah stayed thruout. THe boys had to leave cos of work commitment...Muddy River and Barcelona.

Da Jie did my nails.... very very much thanks to that! Maz came early to check out me and marc in boxers lolz... and of cos taking a pic of us once we dress up! i look like some hip hopper..got blink blink hanging on my berms.... with LED on my left hand. White top with a red cap..red nails with art on it. killer...i'm vain.... oh ya... and shades!

Aisyah stayed outside of the gate thruout the whole competition.... that is so touching. She is another loving one... she never fails to call me 'bapak' and all those sweet words.The gang lepak in our room on friday and saturday night. we almost didn't had any sleep at all. All this caught on my video recorder...did some magic with mang and also MTV on the song Whenever i may Roam.

THe other bands are cool..... malaysian band are made up of some lepak musicians...real friendly. the bassist damn cute! lolz... i mean he is this big size guy and always smiling.
philippines has 2 pinoy and 3 pinays. THe singer is CUTE!!! ok now she is a lady! lolz....
CHina, taiwan are kinda reserved. THe hong kong are a bunch of metal lovers... .manage to talk to them a bit. MEtallica seem to be their interest... hahah now dats easy to talk abt. lolz
Indonesia a bunch of FIERCE looking ppl.wat the hell, they are jokers!Thailand are kids!its hard to talk to them cos, their english ain't that good... but somehow music just breaks all.

Well... its done. I think dats the last straw i'll handle. i'll just have to leave the band to make someone learn. Frankly...i'm not happy with the competition. Its Absurd. but wat the hell...i've got 4 medals now from yamaha. each of the elements.

ok lah crap lah...

peace

Monday, February 20, 2006

With the spirit of Barce...i present u the pieces...

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fall to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fall to pieces and I'm still falling

All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling



Amacam boy...? classic! lolz

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Resurface

hahaha.. went thru some blogs and i stumble across this one (secret)
i almost fell back on my chair laughing... lolzz..
ok ok not being boastful.... but this is wat it says


MY GOSH! IMRAN IS ONE FUCKING TALENTED GUY! THE WAY HE PLAYED GUITAR MAKES ME WANNA GO LEARN BALLET!

yeah... there!... jee can't imagine Ballet got into the picture. lolz..... something to perk up my day. ahahahaha

cheerio

Monday, February 13, 2006

Vision

I see the clouds bleed
As i stood and watch in awe
It ripples my feet
Cooling me down without a single flaw
Missing the sun rays
Shining Down on me
Thinking of the days
It really made me feel silly

Nothing is to be found within a glance
Ignorance may not be a bliss but a chance
Sip that wine and smell the air
Who would know who's there
Rhythm and blues rock and shoot
Pentatonic brings the life within the boundary
Locrian is major but not of the perfect root
Explore the modes and wriggle that pinky

People may stand on no feet
Keeping their hopes just as high
Learn this before the ends meet
Take that chance and look up to the sky
Smile to the grains of which u spit on
Growing still in a lake of pool
The remains will never be gone
BUT do not be a fool

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Its the 11th...and........

Jamming with YouthWreck was fun last night. lolz... we were fooling ard in the room... doing female voices, vulgarities all over the walls and dancing!!! hahah.....
Discovered something new...... there is this staircase beside Tiet studio that leads up to the 2nd and 3rd storey of the building. WHAT we dun know is WHAT that goes on up there.
ITS A DANCING STUDIO!!!!!
yes yes yes yes.......FLOODED WITH LADIES!!!!! we were asking ourself.. how come got so many babes coming down with some skimpy outfit.... hahaha okok TIET studio is the new port for us! haha

Headed down to BarCelona after that to meet up with the family. Marc is back... he looks GOOD! lolz... aiyah just miss him lah. Maz and Aisyah was there.... and of cos my Da Jie, Phyilis was there also. Amelia was working last night (hee pinay lor).JAMES!!! oh yes... he is the busy man now, working in an video editing firm now... he hasn't got rest!! can see it from his eyes lor.
DaJie just came back from India... one of her flight schedule... and b4 that Osaka.
She got me this emmm how shall i say... MASTERPIECE from Osaka. A chocolate in a shape of a Teddy Bear. Quite BIG. lets say standing at 4inch tall. HOW CAN I EAT IT?!?!?! IT LOOKS TOO NICE!!! lolz so yeah, there u go... its in the fridge now. lolz.

Caught up with Aisyah and Maz.... and they telling me some stuff here and there... oh Aisyah teaches in a kindergarten now. hahah she SOOOOO look like Cikgu Bedah! hahahait was just me and Maz near the table then , with her telling me something abt a guy. lolz... maz maz.... lolz
THEN suddenly the rest join us.

Me still oblivious to the surrounding, just listen to Maz and had my eye facing her all the time, when suddenly from the right

'"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BAPAK, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!""

and there, Amelia brought the cake to the table, all lighted up.


hahaaahaha another surprise!!! my god.... now that left me dumb. Really dun know wat to say.NEVER expected it at all!!!! this family really KILAT! dats all i can say. hahaha...and and and and... there was 1 big candle and 4 small ones. ok, officially i'm 24. hahahaha. i guess the shop forgot to give another 2 small ones.hahah.

Its been night of surprises lately. Felt so jee... i dun know. i Just feel lost. It is really different this year.... I was drag up to centre stage to sing a song. darn.. haahha DaJie request. I'll BeThere For You by Bon Jovi. haha and not only me, Marc was drag to sing BLowers Daughter. hahaha i have that in my phone, captured!!! haha. DaJie asked how i feel... i can't really remember what i said but she said something in return with that really sincere look on her face "i want you to be happy."

now that almost caught me in tears, but held back. Its been a sweet night!!!!!

OH YA....Simon and Mangz got thru the first part of Idol! hahha yes yes congrates to those 2! especially mangs... at last this year they recognize ur talents! haha my sweet cute nephew. hahahaha


CHeerioooooo...... i just love being 26 now. muackzzzzzzz to myself. wherever i can kiss that is. lolz..

Love u Imran!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

I've hit the AFTER 1/4 of a century year old

i love to create number patterns..... so for this year, i'll do it this way...
2+6 = 8 ....and its on the eve that things start to happen.

Met up with Shidah and Cindy for dinner. Somehow i kinda know that Cindy would be there. hahah 6th sense. Dinner at Fish n Co Bugis went well...except for the swordfish that didn't look really nice. lolzz.... too bad for u Cindy. Went to indochine after that. Boy it was full!

Then just as they were leaving, Shidah took out a box. And there it was...3 small cute looking cakes... Chocolate, Tiramisu and MANGO!!! now now wonder why mango hahaha but its the thoughts that counts hahahha. The mango cake taste nice though, but not the mango. lolz... cindy had to finish it up... she just couldn't resist it lor! spoon fed both of them... to be fair that is. hahah.
Its something new after all these years.... i dun think i have blown a candle outdoor b4. These 2 ladies really made something spectacular for me tonight.I could have awed and just couldn't say anything... but i have to say something right?? lolz... THANK U TO BOTH OF U LADIES!!!

When i got home, the first person to wish was my sis. It was at the stroke of midnite. Nice timing right hahha. Went to my room and on the radio.... and there it was....Selina's song. i dun know the title, but it goes like ... i could fall in loveeeeeee with uuuu. hahaha ok i guess u guys would know that. Haven't heard that for ages. Its a song that made me struggle just to get that first part solo. long long long time ago that is. Worth the struggle.WHen i heard it on air, it just brought me back to that night when i tried over and over again. Something memoriable.

COuntlessss sms flooding my phone. ANd some from frens that forget every year. hahahha . ok ok u know WHO U ARE! hahaha thankssss R1!!!! u remembered this year!!!!

Thanks again for the wishesss... the efforts.... the surprises..... SELINA....and life.
Thank u


Imran
turning 18... ahem.. in my dreams! lolz

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

ohhh right on the dot!

just as i'm doing my stuff right now at this hour... this song was aired on class 95 right on time. It fits exactly the mood at this hour. lolz.... niceee cool!!!!!

Care and Concern

Its a nice and warm feeling when u get to know that someone gives u that concern. I was quite taken aback when i heard it from my mentor's mouth. Its nice. :)

Monday, January 30, 2006

My Mouth Is Jinx!!!

1o mins ago, i receive a phone call. I didn't pick it up
it followed by another 2 more.
still i didn't pick up. Then it rang on my house phone.... mum pick up
its my call
and damn
MUST GO WORK TONIGHT!????! shitttt no choice


Yesterday i was thinking of how to siam from a chinese dinner gathering at my fren's place at Punggol.So me and Naz decided to use WORK as an excuse. NAz is working right now.... and look at me now! i suppose Naz is laughing right now at me. SHIT MY MOUTH IS SO JINX!!!

suppose to jam tonight... last min thingy.... and DAMN!!!! ARRGG!!!!

ok damn off to work....

NO CHEERIO FOR TODAY.
hahahaha i'm so sour lor lolzzz

Saturday, January 28, 2006

I'm Done here

Really glad that we could be there for a fren.CODE RED activation... lolz its been a long time since we had that.Bro dun think too much lah ya... i know easier said than done...but pls do try. :)

Headed down to Indoor Stadium later in the evening. Almost everyone i know was there. "Imran!" "Imran!" "Imran!" yes yes..... i hear ppl calling me out. hahha STEP sia! Went over to the counter to get their merchandise but the t shirt i was eyeing didn't have the size. Didn't buy any.

Went to find out seats.... search and search and search..... ah there it was.... FREE SEATING. fantastic. THe show started like 1 hr late...but its sure do worth the wait. The lights go off......the sequence starts to cresendo thru the hall...and there u have... 5 very very talented musicians on stage. The first number was from Octavarium...follow by bla bla bla bla... too long to say out.

It was a very different feeling seeing them for the first time. It did not make me go WAH WAH WAH (not like the first time i caught Yngwie here in Singapore when i was almost in tears as i see him step on stage). This was more on the "Ahh... Finally u guys are here" kinda feeling.

The sound wasn't that fantastic but we could really see their coordination on stage. Petrucci looks fat!!! sheesh... Myung looks ever cool, Ruddess naturally has that flair... Labrie really got the crowd going and Mike was spitting like nobody's business, juggling his sticks with his drum tech and he really know how to tease the crowd. He was amazing!

Thru their set, i saw this lady (who was in the same row as i was) swaying to their music. She has this really gentle swaying motion that passes of as someone who dances while feeling high. She really can move to DT's music. I'm impressed...Her movements never fail to capture my eye and stealing glances at how she move. She froze at the off time movements though, but still...she knows how to work that music. She is definitely the lady of the night.

Well... the cycle has already ended for me. I have caught 2 of my inspiration within my lifespan. Yngwie and DT. Tonight just signs off as a moment in time where i've seen what i wanted all this while. I'm done.... err ya done hahahha. Thanks Yngwie Lars Johann Malmsteen, John Myung, John Petrucci, James Labrie, Mike Portnoy and Jordan Ruddess for making it all happen. You are the reason for what I am today. :)

Pheww.. rather late now and well time to hit the sack... I wonder what those DT ppl are doing right now... emm probably slacking in their hotel rooms.


ok peeeeps.... cheerio!!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Convo

Had a long convo with grandpa just now. Hearing his stories just gives me the shiver, the good Shiver that is. Well at least i know more things now. Heading towards there i guess. Bagus.
Patiences..just a little patiences....yeahhhh yeah (how axel would sing it)

Good things happen behind the curtains. And its even better if u can see how it works.

Ppl trust u with certain responsibilities that u are suppose to carry out. Would u trust that person the same as he trust u? hahah as a matter of last night... i rather not... haha play safe... he is such a sly. Phew... 12 hrs was full of weary. Hope its the last time that fella ever gonna cover for us.

Ashley....a man full of risks. He took it and he blew it into a big balloon. An icon that i think we should look up to. Gives me new ideas now. lolz

And that lady pic which has been hogging the traffic at almost every MRT station...now she greets everyone with that wide smile and a big hand. A way to start the day and to end it with. Wonder who she is....

Saturday, January 21, 2006

It is Good karma...

Maz told me once abt this.... didn't really believe it at first... but wat happen today is just mind blowing. Mind fuck to the max.

Who would know that she didn't throw that away too....
Who would know that things are cool after that short glitch....
Who would know that someone who just see u for 3 days could remember u for 4 years + . Even remember my name...!!!

Amazing.... wat happen today just made my heart stop momentarily.
Its hard to explain....but it happen and i guess only i would know how it feels.


Interesting facts of life... very interesting

Friday, January 20, 2006

Now no. 3


" aku tengah ......... dah lah placing semua.. cukup time gua pusing... " eh, apa lu buat"
"then alih alih je dia dari bawah dia keluar kan tu benda... macam sial..."

okok dats the summarize version. These dudes are nuts!!!



Jali Boy from Cats in the Cradle



CHeerio

Now is story no. 2


It was a fine Friday afternoon. Leaving the mosque, he hops on his racer bicycle. Pedalling the screeching chain over and over again. Puffing away his ciggie as he look ard him , spotting the girls. He sees this Pakcik...and he said " Assalamualikum Haji!"

BOOOM, screechhhhh OUCH!!!! His bicycle broke into 2. Fell down hitting the knee, tearing part of his sarong. The pakcik went "ehh pakai besi rupanya... pakai lah basikal buluh"
He is pissed but held his composure. "ni kalau jual karong guni man, dapat 5 doller" pakcik said.

OOOhhhh he can't tahan no more. Firstly, he was kind enough to acknowledge the Pakcik, then the pakcik sindir him....but he still laughs at what happened...bicycle broke in 2...how often do u get that ? His tatoo also fell down. (dats the way he told us )

So Moral of the story?,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Never steal another fella's bicycle body and make it ur own. lolzz...


Jeff from Cats in the Cradle


Cheerio

Someone i look up to


For these years that i'm in the line, i've never come across anyone locally that i can look up to in term of the passion we have. Be it a speed demon or a melodic devil.

I begin to see this idolistic figure in someone. Seen him for sometime already and each time he just works up my idolist ladder. He ain't no speed demon nor a melodic devil but its just the way he plays that really capture my attention. The eye contact and facial expressionhe gives me while he's on stage. The conversation we had. The interest we give each other.

Yeah...he is someone i look up to right now. Maybe someday we'll create something out of it. :)


Sam from Cats in the Cradle



CHeerio

Thursday, January 19, 2006

The Connection

I had this idea back....wayyy back. It flows RIGHT! Its gonna kick some serious ass.
What i didn't have was the link to reinforce that idea...it just stucks there....FOR SOME BLOODY TIME!!!

ok that post is written abt the WAY past
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This post below is something that happen few days back

It began on a small note. It flowssss. And each time i get to it, it gets the better of me and it started to make my fluid run. This is one of those very very very rare times where a pot of gold just land on my head..Eureka!I'm at it each and everyday. there......

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This next post is wat happen 30mins ago

WOah... no joke! I simply just change the base of the idea and both idea match each other!The mood,the swing,the IDEA! At long last, the first idea has found its continuation. I can now go on and work on the rest. Now...how long did that take? emmm i wouldn't wanna know, but wat i know is there is no such thing as sitting down and figuring something out (in this context that is), its more of a sudden outbust of ideas


I can complete it now! hahhaha yes lah... lets just say emmm 20 mins of ideas would be good enough. Another one long one..? hahah sorry guys! lolzzz

I read it once

Could it be true that what i read from a newspaper article could really happen?
It is a questionable situation. Depending on the factors the article laid out.
I'm beginning to belief it does...only this time, its more subtle
Well, i could be wrong. lolzz.. its just an idea

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Whats up with today?

Already the meeting got my least attention, knowing how much the variable was a disappointment.Well... no choice...take it or leave it

The mouth is indeed stronger than the pen,which is stronger than the sword. Just 1 phrase and it turned today upside down. Bloody itchy mouth, red eyed sucker just couldn't keep his mouth shut. Who else would be at the loosing end? duh!

If i had a choice, i would have thrown in that slip. I'm waiting...pretty soon enough i will. As chill as i am...as dispensible as i am...i ain't getting push ard. Enough..

Monday, January 16, 2006

Another one down

Well, dats one more for the road. lolz.... another school mate got married today. It wasn't that big of a function but it feels really nice being there. She sure do look different. That glow in her face shows it all. Happy for u Az. The rest of the gang were there too... ppl like ying2,sook min, bahrian, shifaa and mum... and of cos my two other buddies.And for the first time, the jelly cocktail wasn't diluted! there u goo... haha i had 3 of it. burppp......

Made 2 new frens today. Pretty young chaps. 17 each to be exact. Well, wouldn't wanna say out how i know them but they are a lovely bunch. Guys that young and adorable! lolz... yes yes i'll say it again, adorable! Thanks to Erd....yeah drum lesson went well with those 2. Had to crash whole 3 hrs just to get them moving. Its part of this Clubylia programme thingy. They can drum now!
just got a compliment from Erd..."u're a good teacher" lolzzz... sweet! haha and to Erd, haha finally get to see u face to face after emmm 4 years? super long time! Shafiq and Amirul, u 2 rock! we shall meet again for more lessons!!! form a band? maybe? hahaha ROck on Dudes.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sunrise....blistering my sense of Pride

Yeah i know wat u said n i know wat u mean
when u said we are something that u've never ever seen
come on and get erratic with the all unsystematic
We four bands all up together to for up the Enigmatic
Feel the rhythm, feel the flow, feel the me
u can't feel that it means to be,
My first priority,u will never be

Realise...patronize

Sunrise...blistering my sense of Pride
Fake smile, to hide all my darkness inside




Caught ugly men... oh boy were they a funny bunch. Was surprised they mention our band name. Its good to have seen them on stage again. Those antiques never fail to make me laugh.
U guys rock man!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

OH BOY!!! I GOT IT BACK!!!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
yes lah!!!!!!
its moving.... fluently! oh yes yes yes

lolz HAHAHAHAHHAHA

drrrrrr drrr drrr droooooooooo drooooooooooooooo brouepppppppoureb hahahha sweep!

Though i'm unknown,I feel it

Was reading the news these past few days abt the skydiver who fell to his death. Looked at the picture and realise that his gf was actually a course mate during my poly years. We did talked a bit here and there but not too close. She's one hellavu sportslady i must say.An outdoor kinda person.Well, its sad to see such an ending. Wonder where i can get her number and to ask her hows things. Well, she is still in Aussie now... we'll see how


Not a too good week....well i won't say its bad neither. Certain things happen for a reason. Some do not? lolz.... Lets just hope this weekend will spice things up a little. Not gonna sleep now, gonna go out and make Saturday a good one. Semangat? haha no...but YAKIN!

Friday, January 13, 2006

Well, i asked for it!

I would say the most worth night at work last night. lolz, some major shit happened and yeah the management are damn furious abt it. hahaha luckily not my team! okok

How sensitive are u to ur members feelings or vice versa?
Ever come to a point where u feel that ......"hey where u've been? "
It comes to a moment of 'so close yet so far.'


I dun speak straight.There is a hidden meaning behind it
I believe its only been once.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Its almost finalise. The sequence, the arrangement and etc. I dun think it will end just like that. I know i can do something abt it. Could last more than 10 mins. Hahaha...sorry dudes that u have to get that from this Essentric Wannabe. hahha


Oh yes, some things to look forward to the week after ... :)


Job is at hand.

Goals are to be met.

Time...


CAK!!!!
lolz

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Workers Party!

Is it just me or just that my workmates seems extra nice?
The cleaner uncle seems different too.
Lolzz......interesting.. emm very interesting

Monday past really fast with the rain drops, the laughters, the kakak neverending jokes. Oh ya.... i was called up half way thru the morning " hey imran, come up,we've got a spare boot here"

THANK GOD!!! so i went up and took it, then my superintendent went " oh ya, ur high cut boots coming in the afternoon"
hahahaha true enough!
now i've got 2 pairs!!! yay!!!

Today Raya was just ok.not much of a festival mood thingy. I think i must be there near the sheeps to feel something. Had my white polo t stained!! damn.. now i wonder when i got that!?!?
Certain things today that i saw just reminded me of some nice memories. Its Sweet. :)

Well tomorrow is a working day!! damn OT. haha money money money!!!

Monday, January 09, 2006

Well... miss it by a big margin.

Aiseh...the company close its application already.
SHitty... aiyah, anyway, they wanted a degree holder for it.
Well i will get my degree, but maybe try another company?
slack lah!!! :)

anyway, i still can keep in contact with the company. So its still something.

sad?disappointed? ya... but not becos i didn't get into the company, more to becos i didn't get that degree.

well 2006 is here....dun look back in anger.look back smiling at all the things that has happen and also for the things that is gonna happen. very important.. SMILE!!!!


*grinzy* glad dat we did the interview.Things will be good :) * squinty*

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Its on the RUN

Half of it has been written. The ideas just flowed into the cell smoothly. Wouldn't wanna repeat on some of the ideas...somehow, an idea from the past stepped in.... just wondering if i should use it or not.

I'm glad its got thing started. With this move, i certainly made someone smile. No worries YO, we'll make it. :)

Its a nice sunday

Been raining since last night. jeee... it never stop, was hoping it would stop by day time. never see the sun the whole day today. ooooh the rain has stopped now. lolz..

The day was full of laughter.. i have no idea wat happen to everyone but its a good thing. I had a nice time laughing things out...getting into the joyful mood.
Eddie with his antiques and unique character. i have no idea wats so happening with him today.He seems to be making an effort to make me laugh. hahah force laughter? lolz

And that MMBM fella... purposely did a chin drop to the seat thingy. haha i dun know how to explain that. He just look at me after doing it. Oh boy, stomach pain.hahaha LAUGHING that is.
Even LUT was crazy today.

I guess all these happens for a reason. Must be that sitting ard and just looking at each other, whinning how slow time past. hahaha

Having 1 stand alone equipment makes it a liability. ringsssssss

Saturday, January 07, 2006

An Alternative?

Music is not the way.
There could be another way to write that piece.
Its a matter of discovering it

Friday, January 06, 2006

CUz

Its simply questionable knowing him on how he manage to live 3 mths not working. And all he says he is doing it the MAFIA way. lolz... laugh at the stuff that he do. i mean i didn't expect him to do those stuff... even his little brother is part of the whole syndicate. just one word...ROSAK. lolz

Looking at the importance of the eye, its really scary. Loosing it at a late stage is much more painful than loosing it now. Looking on the bright side, if it were to happen, i just hope none of my limbs are affected. Bread and Butter ? well i guess i can still go on if it were to happen. scary shit! okok lets not get too deep into that.


View of the year was panned in front of my eyes yesterday. Thats so far the best view i've seen. Saw it in movies, but seeing it live is so much more magical. Damn phone cam can't capture it. It could be that magical week where things happen. We'll see wats in store for the next 51 week.

Cheerio

Thursday, January 05, 2006

its been 2 days getting ard without

Jee....wonder where it went to. It could have wondered somewhere but who the hell would even look at it?!?! It hurts though this 2 days accomodating to the replacement. THat yellow booots sure hurts the calves like crazy. i can see the markings lor.

OK own up!! who took my boots?!?! emm can't be Jude right? i mean he has his own pair.. emm only 2 of us wearing that size.. emm now now... should ask him? lolz.... nah pass... i'll just wait for the new one coming. damn have to season it all over again.

Its in a midst. More to Inside Looking Out. (kudos grandfunk)

I'mmmmm sitting here lonely like a broken man
spend my time doing the best i cann...walls and bars they surround on meee
but i dun want noooo symphaty

lolz, still can imagine how i sang that years ago..... first grandfunk song. still rings my head and it rings on my speaker too.

get crazy!

cheerio

Process Flow

Its really simple of a theory but yet it gets ppl wondering what the hell is going on.
THe process flow just makes up of 1 idea and that is ..wat ever goes in must come out.

For Eg..... a column needs an inlet, an exchanger, a pump, a condensate vessel, a reboiler and of cos an outlet.

and its even more interesting when all this can reflect on other things.

i've got a feeling i'm gonna cabut from this company soon. lolz.... will wait and see

CHeErIo

Sunday, January 01, 2006

1 more down!

THere u go.... u have 2005 past by right in front of ur eyes.All this happening within blinks.
Take it as 1 year, or 12 mths, or 52 weeks, or 365 days, or 8760hrs....believe it or not, its gone.

And here comes the new beginning...for those who have got their resolution set, get on to it. ANd for those who are just simple happy with how things are, chill aside and start thinking wats gonna happen in the next 1 year, or 12 mths, or 52 weeks, or 365 days, or 8760hrs. Its gonna be one helluva ride!!!

Happy New Year to all!

I've had a pretty nice year, am just waiting for wats gonna happen next.

Cheerio
Imran Myung