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woah... emm that ahhhhhhh seems different from the other ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i do . emm okok 26th march has a been mark as the day that Team D win over Team C for the badminton prelimery rounds. Best out of 3 games, the mix double and MEN"S DOUBLE have done us proud. (i'm in the men's double) hahahaha yes yes... okok well, not still got team B and A to beat... al the best Team D!!! goodness, i'm writing something that non of my team members will read.... wat the hell...
okok here comes something more subtle..... i............................................ am...........



























not gay
hahahahahaha peace ppl

Spare with me for this one will ya

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AS u can see, todays blog is dedicated to gwen... muackzzzzzzzzzzz
She made my heart pump like crazy. She look so NICEEEE!!! i ain't kidding.. okok i'm just lost for words lah... dats all... but sigh wowww emm okok woww is not good enough.. emm wooowweeee ? ehhehe
Gwen, if u are reading this, i guess now u are smiling to urself. As i'm typing this, my heart still pumping real fast lor... still can't forget that smile of urs. U know wat Gwen, i think tonight at the wedding, u were the MOST OUTSTANDING one that really caught my eye. u take care now aight.... be good now.. :) hope to talk to u soon.. muackzzzzzzzzz

So many also susah hahah

well, the thing is, why more when u have enough? dats the thing u see, and when u have more, its like too many choices and hahah head go berzerk. hahaha
okok i dun know how to elaborate that also ah ...emmm okok nevermind. hahaha i'm gonna keep u ppl curious as it is... have fun curiousing. hahaha

now, abt Anti Matter Atom.... yes lah, this is a breakthrough. really break the forces of emmm watever its call lah eh. i surf for it already and i think u should too. This Anti Matter thingy is really giving me the creeps. Imagine if it is out of control... foooo human destruction. somehow, i just got this feeling that one fine day, dun know when, it will get out of control thus that will cause the end of the world ( kiamat) .
yesterday my mum lagi got this dream, .. i nthe dream, this guy wakes my mum up and scold her " why the hell are u sleeping?!?! its gonna kiamat soon!!" freaking. astarghfirllah. then again, just be prepared. emm i wonder if that fella, who his name is emm watever lah who predicted the end.. got the same dream.. ok ok freaky.. i'm scaring myself. okok peace for now... more scientific updates in future hahahaha cheerio...

Wat is so GOOD abt a Teddy Bear?

jee, dats the question i've been asking myself for the past dunno how many years. i mean, i just can't understand wat makes it so lovable. Girls seem to go crazy over it ( well most of them i guess). But of cos, wats in their mind is " wah the bear so cute!!"

Well, ppl, today i've gone 1 step higher than that. Instead of saying its CUTE, i will say that its not easy making one.

I went to shop for a teddy bear just now ( and dun ask me why). So, the very first time i went in that shop, i was like, goodness, too many bears!!! (the shop is at Seah Street. At the Raffles Hotel.Sasha's Bear)
When i enter ah, wah the owner super friendly lor. We talk and talk and i just got to know that his shop been there for 12 years now.Thats not all folks, he even tell me how to choose a bear. Today was like shopping cum KNOWLEDGE input day. okok come, i share with u some.

Most of the cuddling bear are made of synthetic wool lor. dats why its freaking smooth and soft. THose slightly rough ones are real leather ones. From the mountain sheep. So dats mostly for decoration lor, and of cost costing a lot more! THen there's the eye. there are so many types of eyes. the real button ones, or the 2 shades eye or the small button type. wah too many lor. and these some which look so black dat it looks beautiful. THen theres' the nose!!! a leather nose, a normal nose, or a sewn on nose(the most expensive cos of its worksmanship) the paw pads also play a role. either leather or normal material.
If u notice, the ass and the paw of the bear got this small beads thingy. dats for the weight of the bear. if not it would be soo light. The most expensive ones are mostly from Merry Thought. THey make the nicest bear and most expensive lor. THere are a few bear which is 100 years old in his shop (which is not for sale) killer!!
And every bear has its own face. hehehe interesting ?? hahaha i know its boring, but ahha it really interest me lor. There are so many things abt bears!!! haaha

okok here comes the better news for today.so i went to the sing post to send the bear off to bla bla bla. then the one attended me at sing post, hahah one hot chick. hahah but she seems very very quiet. freaky. not so the kinda chick she look like. macam MINAH ah, but so quiet. hahah first day maybe ah hahahaha.

okok dats all folks, i write too much today ah . damn hahaha.. okok peace, cheerio, tomolo got work, darn!!!! tatatata

*** check out the bears at www.sashasbears.com

Public APology

Well, this is public. THough only a few that might read it. haha a few is still consider public right? hahaha
sorry for the down quiet mood lately . hahha no idea why, but keeping quiet these days macam emm trend gitu hahahha.. aiyah, no problems one, just that this head macam malas nak berbicara. amacam, malay dah up 2 step. ok apology done, and accepted. hahaha
Then up next, mr kamal bahwan mahtani. old camp mate. one big duey duda. oh ya, almost forgot, his ofice got KAUR!!! HOT KAUR!!! okok shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh only those who know abt my fetish would know wat i'm referring to. hahha
yawnss...... time to sleep lor. bloody not enough sleep lor haha
ok peace cheerio

Embarrassement

well, firstly, damn why me? haahhaha kena invited on stage at indo chine... first hit was knocking on the heaven's door. ok that went fine..... but hotel california haha solo wasa a disaster.. paiseh paiseh.... luckily no one throw tomato. hahah but its a good experience. lolz....then again, okok now i'm looking forward to go there.. thsi time i will be more prepared. haha. time for the practice room. no lunch and dinner. okok still can masturbate in the room, not too bad hahahaha eeeeeeeew i'm sick hahah cheerio peace

yes lah...My Myung is in TOWN

well well.... the day has come true. never thought it would.... JOHN MYUNG IS HERE!!! n i shook hands with him, and got a pic with him hahahhaa yes yes.... the first bass idol dat i had.. well well, looks like i've met with most of my idol. john myung, billy sheehan, akira jimbo, yngwie malmsteen.... hahha damn, still got mike portnoy who i have not met. oh ya, i saw dave weckl too already hahaha so not too bad hahha ... okok peace cheerio
img src="http://www.example.com/ImMyung.jpg

okok ppl complication

haha the past few days has been really complicated for me and my buddies. got one want to chase the girl but not knowing if she's atached.... got one more pulak dun know wat the girl wants... got one pulak, going to every girl he can find..... and me ..msg the girl but not geting a reply... hahha ..
is this vibe?
well, we buddie are so connected man,.......when 1 gets into a complication, all gets into 1... but when its free and easy, all so senang.... we are destined... fatedd.....
yes lah, i've found my life partners!!! norman, imran and nazri.... yes lah hahaha
ookokok dat sounds gayish (and i bet aida likes this ) hahahhaha

okok peacee pepss..

1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+5

damnn u plus everything up there, wat u get? damn it .. my age tomorrow hahahahha
okok i will update thsi blog early for today, cos i'm going to grow old tomorrow.... sigh, 24 years has pass lor... then again, still love life like crap hahahha can cna no problem one... i still got 35 to look upon. hahahha
okok thanks to everyone who have msg me, or forgot to msg me or watever there is .... then again.... hahah can lah hahaha okok i'm crapping now lor.....
okok PEACEEEE

Whoopidooo ( ok ok this has no meaning)

okok time to update u folks out there.... emm let me see ah.... well, i got BUBBLE last week. okok dats not too bad hahaha okok dats bad enough to put me thru a bad mood swing for 2 days. okok but i'm ok now...
emm watelse ah, emm chey nothing lor, seems normal...but hor, would relaly wanna get that sms lor.
well no new buys so far. oh ya, gotm yself a burberry perfume BRIT. emm macam not strong, but nice emm damn hahahha can lah, paid for already haha.
okok i think thats all lor, ya hor, chinese new year also ard the corner, then hor i'm working that day. haha crap but ok lah, can earn more hahha .. okok folks till i update again,
PEACEEE

di mana dia, anak kambing saya

aiyoh aiyoh... its been 3 days already lor.. emm mana dia ah.... haven't msg me also, msg her also never reply. lolzz... emm pre paid card used up? well i'll look at the bright side then.. okok prepaid card used up.. prepaid card usedd up...PRE PAID CARD USED UP!haaha..... okok i know u 2 are gonna screw me on this one, but at least i only msg her once yesterday and not today. aahahahaha
okok gonna head the bed now, last night not enough ah... bloody not enough, damn... NOT ENOUGH SLEEP haahhaah.

OK peaceee ppls

THe date

well well well..... i have broken my 1 year stint of not dating.yes yes , nurul ain is the girl for yesterday i mean. hahaha . jia lat u know, she's like the niece of my co worker. kinky? ahahahah SHUT UP, this is PURE ok.... no touch touch.. no nothing, got 'curfew' at 11, and at 10.58pm i am already at her door saying goodbye to her.
well let me describe her, although u 2 would know already, she's sweet lor, her smile very rich. dats all i can say. speaks firmly and her jokes ah , wakauz, just like her auntie... haha
but can lah, she's ok for a 19 year old girl. then again, i must not push it right, accordings to my CONFIDANTES. hahahah okok i hear u guys, dun worry, today i only msg her 1 time only u know.
okok now its the time to dream of her, so i'll leave u guys guessing lor.. hahha no wet dreams ok...
okok peacee, this time maybe i'll have more things to update hahaha okok peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Virul Emission Detected.... AHHHH CHooooooooo

adoiiiiii sick sick sick, jee, cough cough cough,,, jee , meleleh meleleh meleleh eeeeeeeeee okok dats how i describe myself now. a lot of adjective right? emm i think more of a verb.. emm entah lah, ANYWAY, okok gerek gerek things going fine for me. THanks to those avid readers who are dying to read my next posting. hahhahaha well here it is.
okok today got date.. emm secret lor, so if u wanna know, then wait until i come online then ask me lor. hahhaa
Bloody hell ah that citibank officer, i already tell her i'll be paying by 31, then she told me by 20, wakauzzz, lucky she call me first b4 charging me interest. good good, i think i should describe her as being very understanding lor. hehehhe...
okok peeps, dats all for now, and emm remember hor, my date today hahhaha will keep u ppl inform.

lolzzz i can see aida wrenching her fist now andsaying " Eh burger, so difficult to tell us who she is ah? chey!! "

and i bet norman would be saying " eh siapa dok? baik? enjoy enjoy !"

somehow, i can read their mind.... sigh... its hard to have the 7th sense.... by the way the 6th sense is the ability to think sexily. so i'm a little ahead with the 7th one. hahahhahaha okok peaceeeeeee peeps

yes lahh i've done my duty!!!

yes yes duty done.... wat a relieve.. pheww.... well jsut in case u thinking wat kiinda duty, its IPPT...hahhahaha....
i must say yishun safra is really nice....(dats where i took my IPPT)
okok to tell u how unFIT i am, here are the results
sit up = 31
standing broad jump = 203
pull up = 14 - 14 = 0
shuttle run = 11 flat!!!
2.4 run = 18.53 (cool for someone who hadn't run for 2 years)
hahahaha okok so i fail... well i rather fail then pay that 50bucks for not going hahaha
ok lah, macam tired tonight wanna update this thingy...
emmm oh ya !!! HAIR HAIR HAIR... dat is the keyword for today.
WHY??? cos in the train just now this girl ah. fooooooooooo tall, slender and with GOOD HAIR!!!! goodness okok i can't say no more, it reminds me too much of her.. hahah okok till i write again
PEACEEEEE

The number 12

ppl from the floor...... do u know wats so special abt size 12? well apparently thats my slipper size and god damn it i can't find my size here!!! wat the hell man.....so prejudice is it not having size 12... walau, spend the whole day at orchard just now only to come home empty handed... damn feet ahaahhahaha emmm let me think of another source..... well anyone who got lobang, just comment me ah.. okok peace hehehe thankss ah

A discovery

AHh i was going thru these bunch of friendster thingy.all my frens and all and all the testimonial they get... and there is a similarity. emm...look at this and think.......
strangers(who are girls) would reciprocate to guys who are good looking!! hahaha okok nothing new, but i just want to bring this up. cos i've been trying to msg some ppl (not that i'm desperate) but not a single reply ...haha of cos the ones that mostly reply are boys. so somehow i think putting a pic in any of those webby thingy is a minus point. or better put in someone else pic and see if it works...... okok any one to do that? or anyone with good looking male pics, do send them to my mail, cos i wanan try out this test.... ultimately i know the answer already, but i just wanan try for the sake of trying.... hahhaahha okok best best a good day ahead.

when will i buy my slippers... emm why the hell are all the slipper size ends at size 10??
they know there are so many big feet in singapore and still they dun want to order a 12 or 13..bloody hell lah... look, ppl in the past are all big feeter wat... why the hell they want to make small slipper now for?? well, here it is again, a proven fact, big ppl are a disadvantage, whether u like it or not... even in mrt, no one sits beside u ok... its cramp... i have exprience that since a few mths ago, i end up sitting in the middle alone..... yes, the gap is nice, more space, but dun u think it looks weird?!??!fucking hell... hahahha

ya ya ya i know , loose some weight.... emm but why the hell should i do that for? so dat i can sit with others? so that i can have an easy time finding clothes to wear or slipper? so dat girls would reply to my msgs? hahahahha DREAM ON!!!!ALL I KNOW IS THAT I RAWK ON STAGE! signed, sealed and delivered... i rest my case..... phew.. why am i angsty today? i have no idea... so just live with it aight

Till i write again, cheerio peace!!!

greetings

its a cool saturday afternoon and i'm just geting ready for my gig later at ngee ann. nothing much to expect, maybe girls. lol

ANyway.... the decisive day seems to leave me in a dilemma. yesterday she msg me from her frens place telling me her pc has been taken away. and that she is sorry. and she even told me she wish to talk to me soon. WATS UP!!! NORMAN & AIDA!!!! wats all this.....?!?!?! ni otak yg lemah di jap lagi nak meletup lah ni.........but horr.... ada blessing
now that i dun have to wait every night for her,... its evenbetter cos, it would be like a random msg thingy. then maybe this time i can really see if its LOVE that she feel..... i'll jsut wait for more msg from her.... who knows, 12 msg a year, once a mth.... hahahha
okok i'm getting ready now, shuckss wat color to wear... pink or purple? aida, ur fashion style kan, so tell me, pink or purple.....(wat i meant was underwear, then again, who would wanna see hahahaha)
ok pplsss... cheerio.......peaceee

this is it

norman once told me abt a day that is called the decision day, the ultimate day. i never thought i would have to face it. I WAS WRONG. tomorrow is the decision day for me. its gonna break my heart in two. i just hope she will be here tonight to spend the remaining time we could have together. its a luxury i hope i can experience.
18mths is not a short time. its full of UPS and DOWNS.SWEET and SORROW. and all the opposites that anyone can think of.
i'm trying to hold on.as a guy i can't submit myself to these kinda situation. its really up to her.
SAD SAD SAD SAD.... wat a sad day. something bad to start the new year with. god knows

this is the saddest msg i'm ever gonna type....i can't say peace cos i'm not in peace now, this heart is pumping like a ferrari engine. i'll just end like this

..........................................love u baby. love u a lot. :(

2005

well, so far so good... nothing much happening since the last 5days. pretty normal. or em boring? hahahha i dun know lah ah, still too early to say. i wonder wats in store for me this year...there's bound to be something weird, funny, sad, happening stuff....just waiting for the time je.. okok nothing much to write, so this is an early PEACE from me... hehhe till something happen...

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning.

Mirror mirror on the wall.......pls do reflect wat i've done in the past year and many more....

WHAM!!!! ouch.. many many bad things leh, but also many many good things!!! so, its even.. LOL

firstly, thanks to all the close frens that has been there...Imran,nazri,norman.....and the cyber mates, zalifah,aida......and the band, yazzit,is,mang,harmi,ezal,munah, maz....

firstly, the most memoriable event that happen is the Asian Beat Competition. Of all dreams that i thought would be impossible became a reality.After clinching the 1st prize in Singapore, we represented SINGAPORE to compete against other Asia winners in Taiwan. To our surprise, we even won it in Taiwan!!! not only that, we got to meet in person Mr Billy Sheehan (bassist) and Mr Akira Jimbo(drummer). These are 2 icons of the music scene.
Never thought i would be playing the drums eventually? Well, thanks to Enigmatic and PMS, i DID!!! The supports from frens have really touched me. Although i didn't achieve something that i want from all these, but i know that moi friends have always consider me "ICHIBAN"

And for love life sake... emm well...haha i dun know how to say this, but Andreea has been there.Maybe she just dun know how to do things, but i know she meant well. A very Rocky situation this year, but wat the hell, its already 18mths... dats my longest relationship so far (bloody hell, with a local it took me 16 mths. hahah IRONIC) She is the one person that has made me love like i've never felt b4.THough is totally cyber shit , but i guess we connect thru the cyber world, jee how i wish it was more.then again , Te Iubesc Ingeras (that means I love u little angel; so now u guys know wat the blog address means)

Talking abt love life, not all are lucky. even my buddies are going thru a tough time...imran, nazri and norman. but i must say, norman's case is the most heart breaking. Bro, its time for moving on.dun look back in anger but take it as a lesson learn.u can't reach the top if u dun step on the stones.We are always here with u.

As for zalifah, hehhee she is my so called wife on the net hahahha...we are always toking nonsense and suddenly out of nowhere, we end up calling each other like husband and wife and guess wat, i've known her for 4 years already and i've never meet her b4!!! well all the best for ur future Ifah..... hehehe nanti abang masuk minang next year eh.... LOL

Aida.... hahha okok i can just laugh at this girl....She is an animaniac sotz machine... i won't say she is more sotz than me, but she is getting there.she is too energetic ah...and she always act garang leh, but there were a few occasion that i saw her real self...her inner feelings, her weak side....aida... dun be a heroin ok...u ah, act act only ..dun be so bad to ur bf ok.... :) great fren to have and of cos a great fren to tok cock with... its absolute craziness!!!!

yazzit and gang.. well they are the pillars of ENIGMATIC.we've come a long way in such a short time. From FUNK, we've moved on to Progressive...well.. emm hahaa a big transition, and i'm not kidding abt it....it still rings in my head how i did the stick tap just to help them to count ODD timing. Enigmatician...we wil conquor one day i hope. May the force be with US \m/ rock on!!!

As for myself...its a time to change. time to free myself from the illusions of life and get real.i'm trying and i hope HE will help me. Amin

Ahhhhhhhhh eh its 2005!!! okok gerekk... now back to my sotz mood now after that few paragraph of Emo thingy. oh ya hor, must be good boy leh.... ahh okok chill hahaha.... tomolo got gig leh at substation....very memoriable... cos it was with Zero Sequence that i start the music world, and substation was the first place i played at with them....certainly brought back memories...okok must do well leh tomolo... well not only that, next week at Ngee Ann... hhaa old school!!!! okok time to bur nthe house down and bring up the FIRE WITHIN....

TO all buddies and frens... HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MAY UR DREAMS COME TRUE!!! peace